● Observations

Small observations of light, details, and quiet moments in everyday surroundings.



  • › Sleep deprived and sleepwalking

    A night without sleep and.. a sleepwalking child?

    This night is not going well for me. I can’t sleep (writing this post, it’s 3am), and my son has woken up several times and come to our bed, so I have walked him back to his and laid down next to him.

    All of a sudden, he sits up. I try to make him lie down again, but no. After like 10 minutes he lay down again. He talks in his sleep, and boom, at 2.50am he gets up. Go to the living room and start packing his backpack. I followed him and tried to get him to come back to bed—no success.

    Packed his bag and say, “Now let’s go,” and go to the entrance hallway. I had tried for several minutes to get him back to bed, and when he said that, I answered him, “Yes, to the bed, and here we are now.

    I wonder why and when it happened. Has it happened before? While I have been sleeping? I have never seen E walk in his sleep or anything so. Note that the whole apartment is completely pitch black, and he walks around with no problem.

    Due to me not being able to sleep, my eyes have adjusted to the minimum of lights.

    So now I’m in his bed, trying to get him to fall asleep, but no success. At this rate, it won’t be any school for me.



  • › Daily prompt

    What’s a thing you were completely obsessed with as a kid?

    Elephants! Oh ever since I was a young girl I have been obsessed with elephants.

    I actually got an stuffed animal that I got on christmas eve 1992. I was two years old.

    Til this day, I still have him. No i am not ashamed to admit that. 35 soon 36 years old and still have her stuffed animal since childhood.

    Not in the bed though.

    Fun fact: my son didn’t want the elephant as a baby, so I kept the elephant to myself. I have tried ever since then, but he refuses my elephant every time.

    I actually want to go to Africa and take photos of wild elephants! I have seen elephants in real life, but at the zoo in Sweden, and I cried. I cried because I was happy seeing one, but mostly I cried because it was awful how tiny an area they had. The prison-looking and -feeling area. I hate zoos.



  • › A small moment that happened

    A quiet moment I know I’ll remember.

    This AI picture of me and my parents. I don’t have a picture of us together, so I am so happy that AI could make this one for me. Of pictures of my parents and me. Combined three photos into one.

    A small moment today that I don’t think I’ll ever forget.

    My non-verbal son looked at an AI-generated photo of me and my parents and said “grandma” and “grandpa” in Swedish for the first time.

    It was the very first time he said it, and I’m sitting here in tears and is still emotional when I think about this moment.