● Visual Diary
Everyday moments captured through small visual fragments from daily life
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› Would You Rather — Chaos Edition
Copy the list and comment your answers in the comment sections. Let’s have fun!
Lose your phone for a week or lose internet for a week?
Internet. I can still take photos, edit etc on my phone. Plus listen to music etc.
Always whisper or always shout?
LOL I apparently shout when I talk so I guess shout.
Fight one horse-sized duck or 100 duck-sized horses?
OUFF! One horse-sized duck! TO THE NARNIA WE RIDE!
Have unlimited money but never travel or travel anywhere but always be broke?
Honestly, always be broke.
Only eat sweet food or only salty food?
Pffh sweet. I hate salty food.
Always be 10 minutes late or 20 minutes early?
Boy! I’m trying to train my ass to be at least 15 minutes early instead of always being late to things.
Never use social media again or never watch YouTube again?
Social media. I don’t use it often though.
Have a rewind button or a pause button for life?
Rewind = So I could take back the last thing I told my dad before he passed and get the last hug.
Rewind = to hear mom’s voice again and record her wise words I could listen to whenever I need her.
Pause = my son is growing up so fast.
Be able to fly or become invisible?
Fly! Imagine flying and shit on people I dislike like a damn seagull. Also it would be AWESOME just to fly anywhere I want — Greece? See you in a couple of hours. Dubai? See you in a few days.
Live without music or without movies?
Movies. I can’t handle movies. They are too long unless it’s my favorite movie — Phat Girlz
Only wear one color forever or one outfit forever?
Excuse me? I only wear black and same style of outfit every day so.
Sleep only 4 hours but feel rested or sleep 12 hours every night?
Yall get 4 hours of sleep? Lucky.
Read minds or predict the future?
Neither.
Always have cold hands or cold feet?
I always have cold feet due to bad circulation in my feet thanks to diabetes.
Be stuck in summer forever or winter forever?
HELL NO FOR WINTER! Give me summer — better yet, give me autumn and Halloween!
Unlimited Pepsi Max or unlimited ice cream?
DUUUUDE!!! Why are you trying to kill me? Now this is a hard one but I will go for my Pepsi Max.
Goth room or minimalist white room?
Really? Are you sure about this question?
Camera battery at 100% forever or unlimited storage?
Unlimited storage.
Never overthink again or never get migraines again?
Never.. uhm.. UGH I CAN’T CHOOSE——————————————————————————
Would You Rather
Lose your phone for a week or lose internet for a week?
Always whisper or always shout?
Fight one horse-sized duck or 100 duck-sized horses?
Have unlimited money but never travel or travel anywhere but always be broke?
Only eat sweet food or only salty food?
Always be 10 minutes late or 20 minutes early?
Never use social media again or never watch YouTube again?
Have a rewind button or a pause button for life?
Be able to fly or become invisible?
Live without music or without movies?
Only wear one color forever or one outfit forever?
Sleep only 4 hours but feel rested or sleep 12 hours every night?
Read minds or predict the future?
Always have cold hands or cold feet?
Be stuck in summer forever or winter forever?
Unlimited Pepsi Max or unlimited ice cream?
Goth room or minimalist white room?
Camera battery at 100% forever or unlimited storage?
Never overthink again or never get migraines again?——————————————————————————
Looking forward to get to know you and see your answers.
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› Life Lately | A Little EverFlow Update From Home
A little look at everyday life, social training, motherhood, getting around on crutches, and dealing with an injured foot.
Hello my spicy pumpkins! 🖤
🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃
How are you all doing today? I hope you all have an amazing day / evening!
I thought I should post a mixed blog post with a bit of what I’ve been doing lately when I haven’t been blogging. Mostly photos though. A picture say more than a thousand words – isn’t that the saying?
E and I have been social training a couple of times — at the same time as we’ve been grocery shopping, but these times have been in town. Not at home. So it has been a lot of bus rides and walking. Shopping, spending time together, laughs, happiness but of course tears and sadness. Nothing special has happened with the sadness, but you can’t always have bright, colorful and happy days.
Alone on the bus. Take which ever the seat you want. 
Telling him to slow down and go next to me is impossible.
Trying to keep up with the same speed as E when walking — that must look interesting and funny. Screaming blue crutches, a heffalump (me) dressed in black and probably with a backpack as usual. Even the thought of that makes me laugh! Like… what!?Do you know the boy who copies and making fun of his mom when walking? Little boy!
Thief. Always steal my extra legs. Haha!
I thought I’d share some photos from the time. I’m currently in bed, resting my foot, neck and stomach. Stomach pain after today’s visit to the hospital.
Update on my foot: 8/10 pain right now.Ice Cream Date
Random pics from the time.
Broken adapter.. I accidentally dropped it on the floor. Now I know how an adapter for phonecharger looks like inside. 
I need these as tattoos. -
› Quick little update
Hello hello my cute, spicey little pumpkins! It feels like it’s fall here – the leaves is changing colors and swirling down to the ground.
Been quiet here, I know! I haven’t done much since I came home from Bulgaria because of my foot and knee.
Update on that:
♥︎ My foot still hurts like… an elephant has stomped on it.
♥︎ The wound isn’t healing as well or as fast as I was hoping for.
I have also kept being stubborn – typical me honestly. I’m still trying to walk “normally” on my foot even though it hurts like crazy, and I don’t think I’m supposed to be doing it.
But I do it because, sadly, my toes have also been affected by the pain, and it feels like they’re broken after walking on my toes before I decided to be stubborn.
Here’s the non shocking part of the situation; no cast. Still no painkillers. Nada.
I do challenge myself when the days allow me to, depending on the pain. Not often though. I go to the supermarket. Into town.
Do I suffer during it?
Yes.
Do I suffer afterwards?
OH YES!
But at least I get myself outside.
That’s a small little update. It’s 11:30 pm here and I need to go to sleep. Hospital tomorrow.
I will answer your comments tomorrow.
Goodnight, my pumpkins. 🖤 -
› Don’t use ambulance abroad
Remind me to never do something stupid again that requires an ambulance.
I seriously thought I was going to pass out today.
Two letters. Both were from Germany.
I had been waiting for the paperwork from the hospital that I need to send to my insurance company, plus some papers I have to sign to confirm that I was treated there. That’s perfectly fine. No problem.
But the second letter…
That’s the one that almost made me pass out.
It was the ambulance bill.
I honestly thought my insurance would cover the ambulance ride from the airport to the hospital.
Nope. The panic kicked in. The sweating. The tears. The anxiety attack.
All while being home alone with E.
Luckily, he didn’t get scared. I somehow managed to hide most of it from him. It’s hard to explain.
Anyway…..
The bill.
I honestly thought it would be around €300–400, which would have been perfectly fine.
Instead…
The 10-minute ambulance ride cost me €1,100.
That’s around 12,000 SEK / $1,265.
Like… WHAT?!
For a ten-minute ride?!
I even had my European Health Insurance Card with me. You know, the one that’s supposed to help cover emergency healthcare when you’re travelling within the EU.
Well…
Apparently it doesn’t cover the ambulance bill.
And neither does my travel insurance.
Nada.
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› One Week Later… Recovery Isn’t Going as Planned
Happy Monday! 🖤
New week!
New possibilities!
New goals!
One week ago, I was on my way back from Niš, Serbia. It’s crazy how fast time flies!
I still haven’t gone through the photos from my camera, so I can edit them and show you all. The unexpected detour to the emergency room, along with the pain, has my full attention right now. Yep… I’m still dealing with the pain with no painkillers or anything.
I have a few people waiting for their photos, so I’m going to try to sort everything out either tonight or tomorrow.
I just wanted to pop in and wish you all a wonderful week! 🖤
I’ll be back on The EVERFLOW as soon as possible, but right now my main focus is simply trying not to break down because of the pain.
The difference is.. *chefs kiss*
Much love to you, my pumpkins. 🎃🖤