• β€Ί Favorite apps..hm

    02/09/2026


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    What are your favorite 5 apps on your phone?

    Well, i love music so having Spotify is a must – and Samsung music so I can listen to the songs I’ve written. ● Youtube, so i can watch my new “obsession” of series. I will write them later. ● Jetpack – ofcourse. So I can update EverFlow (gonna start write more. Sorry for all this!) ● Light room – so i can edit photos to EverFlow etc ● Hidden objects – a game I’m pretty much hooked on. Lol!

    🎢 Spotify  πŸ“Ί YouTube πŸ’» Jetpack  πŸ–Ό Light Room   🎲 Hidden Objects

    What are yours?

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  • β€Ί Chaos. Anger issues and updates

    01/09/2026


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    How do you know that you haven’t gotten into the routines yet when it comes to school? I took the wrong time from the school schedule for today.

    I know we start at 9am on Mondays, but today I thought we started at the same time β€” we don’t. We start at 8am today, so I will be 30 minutes late. I have already notified them though.

    Last week we were assigned group projects. Yesterday I found out I have to do it all alone.
    Not only one dude’s project β€” the one we had the group project about β€” but eight!

    I have to do the others’ as well! So yeah… I’m pissed. The deadline was todaynbut I told them I can’t do it until tomorrow. I only found out about this last night, as I said, so I will turn it in whenever I get it done. I was almost done with my part. It would have been done by last night, but when they told me this, I didn’t care anymore. Yes, I honestly didn’t do it. Why would I? So yeah… Funny. Yay.. or not..

    I’m on my way to school now with pain. This time it’s not only my foot but my stomach as well.

    Foot update:
    β€’ Bills for €2,000.
    β€’ Pain is getting “better” β€” not 100/10 all the time anymore.
    β€’ I’m still stubborn and don’t use the crutches anymore. I always bring them though, just in case.
    β€’ I wear the foot brace when I’m outside. There have been times when I’ve been out without either of them β€” oohhh, the suffering afterwards.
    β€’ Wanting to amputate my foot doesn’t happen as often as it did in the beginning.

    Weight loss update:
    β€’ Since I started the shots (that cost me €400 per month), I have lost 20kg. Woho! So it’s going slowly and steadily down.
    β€’ I’ve noticed that I’ve started my obsession with checking my weight on the scale all the time again, so I’m gonna have M hide it again.
    β€’ Weight loss goal: -20kg more.

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  • β€Ί This or That β€” Random Edition πŸ–€

    31/08/2026


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    Look at this! Another post! Let’s connect and see how many things we have in common!

    Overthink or act immediately – I’m an overthinker but when needed; I act immediately before asking.
    Trust your head or trust your gut – Both. My gut sometimes fools me – mostly when it wants food
    Stability or adventure – adventure!
    Routine or spontaneity – Spontaneous
    Ask for help or figure it out alone – Alone.
    Hold grudges or let go quickly – Depends on situation and who
    Silence during conflict or say everything – OH I am brutally honest so I will say, say everything
    Safe choice or risky choice – Risky but safe when it comes to my son
    Private life or open book – I am pretty open?
    Nostalgia or new memories – New but still remember the nostalgia
    Plan everything or wing it – When it comes to adventure (like packing for travel): Plan. Everything else? Wing it
    Predictability or surprises – Both
    Comfort or challenge – Ugh! I’m learning to leave the comfort so challenge
    Think first or feel first – I’m more of an act first, ask later kind of person
    Forgive or protect distance – protect

    Please share your list πŸ₯° I’d love to read your answers πŸ–€

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  • β€Ί Hello Fall! Life Lately, Crutches, School & A Little Bit of Chaos

    31/08/2026


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    Fall is here, the leaves are dancing, the crutches are still following me around, and life is… well, life.

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    Hello my beautiful pumpkins! πŸŽƒπŸŽƒ

    Now it is officially fall! (I know I say it again, but honestly, fall is the best season according to me.)

    I love the cold air, the color shift on the leaves, seeing them swirl, “dance” down and give their last performance!


    I have been quiet for a bit, I know. The reason is that I really don’t have much to tell at the moment due to me being on crutches. Well, I’m supposed to use them, but as you all know me, I’m stubborn as hell. πŸ˜‚ I used them in the beginning, but now I’m fighting through the pain because I don’t want to need them anymore.
    I still bring them with me if I go out β€” to the city, for example β€” in case the pain gets unbearable and I need a bit of “pain relief.”


    So, what’s up with you? Any updates?

    For me? Nothing really.

    β€’ Voted in the election β€” meaning, I did my duty as a Swedish citizen. πŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ͺ
    β€’ Slowly stopping one medication to introduce another one over time.
    β€’ Not amputated my foot β€” miracle.
    β€’ Studied.
    β€’ Had a fever last week, so no school for me.
    β€’ Had a birthday dinner date with my Queen Alien β€” my best friend. Yeah, I know, she’s my cousin, but that is so weird to write/say, so I will not mention that again. πŸ₯²

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