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βΊ Small Things That Make Me Happy at the Moment
Happiness doesnβt always come from big things.
What are those small things that make you happy? Comment below π€
β Everflow π·π€ Always!
β My cameras and taking photos
β Pepsi Max
β My style & Makeup
β A few YouTubers I follow and watch
β Music
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βΊ Happy birthday β₯οΈ
Happy birthday to my beautiful angel in Heaven β₯οΈ I miss you so much Dad.
Ai generated picture of me (my face though) My beautiful Angel β₯οΈ I can not believe that it is ten years ago you left us for your wings in Heaven.
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βΊ Back to School on Crutches | A Little EverFlow Life Update
Hello my spicy and beautiful pumpkins! π€ How are you all? “Long time” no seen.
I am truly exhausted β both mentally and physically!
Jumping on crutches is a pure workout and I am NOT built for workouts. Give me cookies and milk and I will be a happy person. Lol.
Anyway…
The reason why I have been absent is because I have been mentally preparing and struggling with school β yes, I know. Shit happens and I hate it there, but I do it for my son. Not only for him to have after-school care, but also to show him that it’s okay if you don’t graduate high school. You can always get an education later in life.
Monday: First day. Not prepared. Read here; [ link to Monday’s post ]
Tuesday: Went to school for like 1.5 hours. I couldn’t stay for a whole day. I was almost falling asleep in class, couldn’t focus and had a migraine on top of that. I hadn’t slept that night because of massive stomach pain that kept waking me up every 30 minutes. It was awful, and it kept going nonstop the whole Wednesday as well.
Friday [today]: Half day β woho! Love that!
Today we had a test β yes, a test already… first week β and I passed it. Woop!
We also had a “roleplay” where the teacher divided us students into two groups β four in each. We had to do a roleplay where two of the students were preschool kids and two had to be the teachers. One mean teacher and one “good” teacher.
Guess which one I was?
……….. *pause for guessing* ………..
If you guessed the mean one, you are correct!
So me “yelling” and being mean to one of the children β I went all out. I was acting like this horrible, mean teacher.
Wow! Almost so good that I deserve an Oscar!
That’s how good I was. π
After school,
I came home, supposed to do homework, but honestly β all my energy went into going to school and jumping around on crutches. My hands and arms are actually hurting from it, to be honest. It is brutal! I don’t understand how people can do it day in and day out to be honest! You guys are strong!
At least I’m going, which is a miracle for me.
Sure, I get a lot of stares, but I’m rocking those screaming, insanely blue crutches.
They are so ugly! It’s ridiculous.
Tomorrow I will study. I had to do paperwork for the insurance company, Lufthansa and their bullshit and yeah…
Exhausted Miima for sure!
So here is a quick post, quick check-in.
Hi! Here I am! Exhausted but still alive β barely β and ready to post again. Getting back to my routines again!
Thank you so, so much for checking in on EverFlow and for being patient with me. I really appreciate you! SO MUCH! π€
Much love to you, my pumpkins! π€ -
βΊ This or That β Random Edition π€
Incoming! Fun post! Feel free to answer in the comments π€
Pancakes or waffles – ugh! Hard one! I have no time nor energy to do waffles so I go with pancakes
Mac and cheese or lasagna – Never tried Mac ans cheese so I will go with lasagna
Spicy food or mild food – Spicy but not too spicy (don’t wanna end up at the ER)
Crunchy fries or soft fries – Crunchy!
Smooth peanut butter or crunchy peanut butter – never tried either of them
Cheesecake or brownies – Cheesecake
Milkshake or smoothie – Milkshake. If correctly done.
Homemade food or takeout – Depends on mood
Breakfast for dinner or dinner for breakfast – wait what?
Fresh bread or fresh pastries – Bread
Ketchup or mayo – Ketchup! Omg, people complain when I eat ketchup – I love ketchup!
Soup or salad – salad! Chicken salad
Lemon or lime – lemon
Pasta sauce or pesto – Pasta sauce
Coffee shop or bakery – coffee shopPlease share your list π₯° Iβd love to read your answers π€
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βΊ I don’t want to be here
Here we go. Quick post. Been preparing myself mentally for this. I hate it here.
I tried wavy hair today. I don’t know if I like it or not. I am so happy that I have a hair cream that makes my hair feel and look thicker! Remind me please to buy more of that cream! My hair is so think and my hair breaks off so easy. I hate it.
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Back to school – even after what happened but I have to do it for my son. I hate it to be honest. For my son? Yes, i do this so he get after-school care to be with children and to get help with he’s development.
But going here, for me – my feeling, thought and opinions – shows that I accept and is ok of what they did – which i don’t! I am still super mad but here i am. Forcing myself, struggling to focus and to listen. My mind went in “attack” mode – not hurting them but more in fighting/defense myself mode. Just Because of that. I can’t focus. Every time the teacher talk – I honestly get irritated. Hopefully it will go away soon. I hope. For my son and for my future of my career – Hopefully.
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Yes, I’m still on crutches even though I am stubborn to avoid using them and forcing myself to go as “normal” as possible.
I had to ask for elevator key at school. I have my classes on the third floor – 60 steps. To many steps! So signing papers, showing my ID, showing school card etc. Just to get the damn key.
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It’s currently lunch and I’m sitting here, listening to the songs I’ve written. Good lyrics π€πΌ Ego and brag? Ofcourse.
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Jumping all over in this post but here I am! E is going to he’s friend tonight so I will have time to study and edit some photos! Woho! I finally found the harddrive where I have all the photos from the trips!
Wish me luck. Five more hours of this hell π© π΅βπ«