• β€Ί Quick update | Repacking and migraine

    My bags are ready and so is my pepsi max!

    I apologize for being so quiet. I have been packing – repacking – packing etc all day. I was supposed to dye my hair as well but I will do it tomorrow.

    How are you guys!? You doing good?? I’m currently in bed with migraine so I’m just gonna pop in here and ask how you are. I will be answering your comments tomorrow due to my migraine. I’m in bed with lowest screen lights on plus sunglasses so yay.

    I hope you all have a wonderful day!!!



  • β€Ί Weird Habits I Have β€” Food Edition

    Don’t judge me… too much. πŸ’€


    For me these aren’t a weird habit but to many it is. What are your weird habits when it comes to food?

    ● I can eat ketchup straight out of the bottle
    ● When it comes to pizza – I always have pineapple on mine (plus French fries and ketchup – yes I said it!)
    ● I eat the watermelon rind
    ● I must remove the peel of the cucumber
    ● I have garlic sauce mixed with ketchup on my burger

    Feel free to answer in the comments πŸ–€



  • β€Ί Why I Don’t Feel Like I Belong in Sweden β€” My Travel Dreams & Bucket List

    Not about escaping β€” it’s about finding where my soul feels at home beyond Sweden

    β€” Porch Talk β€”

    All my life I’ve felt like there is something more out there for me. Discover hidden gems, see how people live in different parts of the world. Explore, discover and experience.

    Not in a dramatic β€œI hate everything here” kind of way (almost though) β€” I may be born in Sweden but the urge to “escape” is huge.

    I want to go all over the world – Spain, Greece, America, Australia, New Zealand, Vietnam, Kenya and so many more places.



    I want to see and experience culture, food, streets and everything. Not tourist things but those hidden alleys with stories of each person in each household. See their windows, flowers, garden, back alleys (all this of course without trespassing or being a creep) and see, just their personality.

    Traveling, for me, isn’t just about checking off tourist spots and bucket list to be honest β€” even though I have some special places I wish to go to. It’s about feeling something.

    Maybe it looks like escaping. Maybe part of it is. But I think it’s more about searching for something I haven’t found yet.

    It’s not about escaping Sweden β€” it’s about finding the right place for me whether it’s in Norway, Spain or Vietnam or somewhere else.
    It’s more about this constant feeling of wanting to explore what exists beyond what I already know.

    I want freedom. I want to feel like myself without needing to hide. I want to explore the world together with my son.

    Maybe that is what I’m searching for β€” not just places, but pieces of myself.

    Explore. See. Feel. Hear. Touch. Breathe.

    β€” Question Jar β€”

    ● Do you think home is a place, a person, or a feeling?
    ● Have you ever felt like you were born in the wrong place?

    ● If you could disappear to anywhere for a year β€” where would you go?



  • β€Ί I Wish I Was Making This Up

    Hey my beautiful family πŸ–€ How y’all doing? Y’all good? Good β€” that makes me happy.

    Me? Well… back pain, and now I’m freezing after being in the laundry room because of the heat.



    I even had to turn on a damn fan. The picture below will explain.



    My head is also… insane. A million thoughts racing around, making me exhausted β€” but the most insane part? My brain has decided to bless me with Santa Claus Is Coming to Town.

    So yes, my head is singing that. On repeat. At the exact same time as all these thoughts are running wild.

    That’s my current brain situation.

    And on top of that, my body has apparently decided it’s time to start yawning… with tears included, of course.

    So, the current situation is this: I’m in bed, having a full-blown concert in my head with a Christmas song β€” not songs, plural, but ONE single song on repeat β€” while thoughts are flying around at 100,000 mph and my body is crashing for a bit.

    Meanwhile, I know I still need to continue packing. Continue doing laundry.

    Yes… I’m dead serious about the figure skating part. The humidity literally turned the floor into an ice skating rink. One wrong step and I’m auditioning for the Olympics. That’s how bad it gets down there with zero ventilation.



    What a day β€” and I am not even halfway done with everything.



  • β€Ί My Happy Songs for Today | The Music That Puts Me in a Good Mood

    Which songs always put you in a good mood?

    When i was waiting on the bus to go to the town for a meeting, I reflected on one thing.. Some days, music makes me happy and honestly, i have MANY songs but today these songs makes me happy (I’m switching music as well and not playing same songs all the time)

    Here are a few of the happy songs I’m currently listening to

    🎡 AronChupa & Little Sis Nora – Llama in My Living Room
    🎡 PSY – Gangnam Style
    🎡 Lvbel C5 & AKDO – Coook Pardon (I have no idea what they’re singing about, but it’s incredibly uplifting!)
    🎡 Lvbel C5 – HAVHAVHAV (Still no clue what the lyrics mean… but the music is so good.)
    🎡 Russell Brand ft. Catherine Zeta-Jones – We Built This City / We’re Not Gonna Take It (from one of my favourite movies, Rock of Ages!)
    🎡 HammerFall – Hearts on Fire
    🎡 Lordi – HardRock Hallelujah

    These are just a few songs that make me happy, especially today.

    My mental health is actually doing okay today, so I’m trying to keep that feeling going with some music. I rarely listen to music anymore, but today felt like the right day to press play.

    I may be goth, but my music taste is all over the place. πŸ’€ The only genres I really can’t listen to are classical and jazz… they just make me anxious for some reason and makes me stressed.

    What songs instantly make you happy? I’d love some recommendations!