• New start, new blog and a small introduction

    EDIT: THE BLOG STARTS UNDER THIS POST! This is a “sticky note,” and I have now gotten help to import my other blog posts here from my old blog, so it isn’t empty!

    (the rest of the journal post starts under this sticky note post)

    Hey guys! I decided to make a completely new blog. Reason? So many reasons so I decided to make a whole new one. A fresh start. New start.

    I will blog on this one from now on. I have bought a domain so I’m waiting on it to be active so this blog/corner/journal etc become more “real”.

    For all new readers (maybe some are from my old blog), my name is E (will not write my whole name due to the restart of the blog) —goes by Mi. I’m 35 years old and I’m currently a Stay at home mom but studying on the same time. 

    In my little journal here i will have focus on lifestyle but will also share photos i have taken both of my regular life (moments etc) but also photos I have taken with my “professional” cameras – Canon. Yes I’m a photographer as well. So much!

    I am very much into makeup and odd fashion so I will probably be showing that as well. By odd fashion I mean – all black, skulls, skirts etc. Think alternative / Gothic style.

    I am also a plus size woman but is working on the weightloss so I will write a bit about that sometimes as well.

    What I’ll not show in the blog is pictures of my son’s face. If I share, It will be either blurred or somehow not showing his face.

    Like I said, this journal is focused on lifestyle and according to Google, this was a good name. Lol! So let’s see how it works.

    Note; I am self-taught English so I apologize for wrong spellings, wrong grammar etc!

  • A small moment that happened

    A quiet moment I know I’ll remember.

    This AI picture of me and my parents. I don’t have a picture of us together, so I am so happy that AI could make this one for me. Of pictures of my parents and me. Combined three photos into one.

    A small moment today that I don’t think I’ll ever forget.

    My non-verbal son looked at an AI-generated photo of me and my parents and said “grandma” and “grandpa” in Swedish for the first time.

    It was the very first time he said it, and I’m sitting here in tears and is still emotional when I think about this moment.

  • A simple moment from today’s dinner

    Pancakes

    Today I had dinner in a simple, unplanned way  by standing by the stove.

    It wasn’t planned, just a simple moment in the middle of the evening.

    I noticed how ordinary it felt, but still calm in its own way.

    A small moment, but it stayed with me.

  • Currently observing an artist in process

    Proud little artist trying to tell and explain to me what each picture is and his thoughts behind them.

    Observing the artist and he’s struggle to get his art stuck on the wall

    I wasn’t sure what I was looking for, I just started paying attention to what was already there.

    I had to blurred some stuff on some pictures due to having our names on it.

    Yes I will remove them when he is sleeping. He has already ruined the wallpapers so I will do it. Wish me luck. He has used tape so I had to hide it)

    Watching him doing this made me think of the way he draw, the way he pick colors and it is not random. How much we practice to pronounce and say the colors (he is non-verbal) and watching him fight the struggle to get them to stay. The determination.

    I’ve started paying more attention to things I don’t fully understand yet.

  • I got sued by the internship for this….

    So I had a meeting today.. With the headmaster or whatever you call it. The boss over the principal and school (preschools as well). I told the headmaster (operation manager, but that sounds odd) exactly what happened, how I have been treated, and how everything has been and is. What I and two witnesses saw/heard/experienced in the meeting, etc.

    It felt like a positive meeting and the boss was very shocked and super concerned about the staff etc at the preschool and school.

    She would start massive investigation about it all. Try fix so I can continue the education and remove the F’s I got in two subjects due to lies and made-up-stuff they all have said. She said everything sounded so odd and she also explained to me about the report. Yes I got sued at my internship for saying no to a child who abused another child.

    I wrote this earlier but I tell again. I got sued by the staff and principal at my internship (preschool) because I said no to a child who smacked another child in the face with fists, and the two staff members who were outside (this happened during recess/playtime outside) had their backs towards the situation. I was 10-15 m (meters) from the situation, so of course I said no out loud. But yeah. Apparently I wasn’t allowed to say no to the child.

    So automatically my teacher and the principal failed me in two subjects . Note that one of the subjects lessons didn’t start until last monday (11th of May)  and my internship ended 30th of April. Still she has failed me. How?!

    So hopefully this will be solved and I can continue to move in the shadows. Let’s see.

  • Public and ready

    Finally my blog is up! Sadly my followers and readers aren’t with me here, hopefully they will come back. I love their warmth, love and support.

    Now everyone can visit here. Tell your friends 🥰 and i promise I will try update as much as possible.

    Remember; my english aren’t that good so I apologize. Still learning.