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Happy New Year All you beautiful souls ✨️
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL SOULS ✨️
Thank you everyone for being a part of my family! I am truly thankful for each and every one of you 🤍 I apologize for not being do active in the blog due to my mental health but I will try (can’t promise) to be more active here in the blog.
This year has have both ups and downs , sadly most downs. I really hope that 2026 will be better to me and my mental health.
2025 Positive
- Amsterdam, January
- Tokio Hotel concert, March
- Italy, July
- Norrtälje, September
- Met Michaela & Helle (after 8 years)[Tokio Hotel fan] (Michaela I met in September, Helle I met in March and went to the concert together)
- Started to do makeup again {not often but still}
- Started a new education
- I picked up my cameras again
2025 Negative
- My mental health
- Body collapsed
- Had to cut off my hair
- The teacher in school
- Italy, July (why? read here)
My forever new years kiss, valentine and forever my greatest love 🤍 This year I have watched my son grow much. Both as a person, as my son and as a small man. He has participated in graduations in school, participated in performance shows, gotten best “grades” in school. He is more brave now and he is just wonderful.
This year E has started to communicate so much more. He communicates with signs and simple words. He has also started to learn English, speaking English, counting etc. It is a super big change compared to last year and I am so shocked, so happy and so proud.
This year I have been abroad twice. Once in Amsterdam, The Netherlands and one time in Italy. Amsterdam I went with M but Italy I went by myself.
Amsterdam, January 2025.
Amsterdam, January
Burano, July [Italy]
Venice/Venezia, Italy, July.
I had always wanted to go to Murano & Burano in Italy. To see the colorful houses, the beauty etc. The day before I went back to Sweden, I finally went there. I didn’t know how to get there and it was so confusing but I managed it! Woho.
Norrtälje, September
Norrtälje, Sweden. First time I met my beautiful friend Michaela after five months chatting online. We connected when I commented on her tiktok and boom. instant friendship. Read all about my weekend in Norrtälje here. Many ups but soooo many downs.
Photography ~ bringing my cameras out.
This year, I found a bit more passion of taking pictures than I had earlier. Unfortunately it went away when I started to decline more in mental health so my goal is to start again.
backlit autumn leaf sunlight 
2026 Goals
- Better mental health (hard work)
- Finish school & education
- Continue my weightloss journey [well start more strictly]
- Clean toxic stuff and people out of my life
- Focus on myself
- Blog & Instagram better
- Travels [Lisabon, Cyprus & maybe Santorini]
- Make more music [we’ll see]
Sure, some might seem impossible, but I will try to work hard. I’m not going to say, “OH! Yeah! 2026 will be MY year.” No, I said that about 2025, and here we are, haha!
I wish you all a wonderful and beautiful 2026! With all luck, love, power, strength and wealth ✨️
May 2026 be your year!
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The day has come 🛫
Goodmorning my loves! I hope you all are doing good!
I am going back to Sweden. I have so many photos to show you all from my trip here to Venezia (Venice), Italy!
I dont know how many pictures I have taken but it has been a “few” haha.
I’m currently sitting at the airport, waiting to check in my suitcase. The flight leaves at 9.20am and I still havent slept. I have been up for 24h now. “But Emma, why haven’t you slept til you were going to the airport?” Honestly, I have been afraid. I set like 10 alarms and I still dont wake up so I decided to stay awake the whole night so I wouldn’t miss the airport bus to go to the airport 🥴 that would be typical me.
(click on the pictures to see bigger and full size picture)
White socks and a dirty airport isn’t a goos combination. Yes I actually took my shoes off. My feets are killing me due to I walked from the other side of the Venice to get to the bus station yesterday, plus walking around like an idiot now to find the right place to where I check in.
I will keep edit some more pictures and I will make posts about each day i have been here. If I remember it all.. Crash/accident – Venice like 50 times – a little bit shopping – travel etc. Stay tuned.
Much love, and please.. Pray for me. Im dead scared and I hate going on planes.
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International Airport 🛫
and I have arrived.. well few hours ago ish. I have just been walking around.
I found my favorite pair of sunglasses so ofcourse they are coming with me! 🙌🏻 On the way here the train ofcourse had to stand still for an hour or more due to people being on the tracks and didnt want to move. The police was called. But after alot of sitting and a massive headache later, I arrived.
I have been walking around so now im sitting on ONE empty spot I found. People is lying down on every seating areas 🥴
I have eaten a little, not so much. I cant eat when its summer and the heat is bad. So imagine when im in italy! Ohmy.
I’m sad that they didnt have Pepsi Max. Two packs of gums, this sandwich and this soda cost me 15€ . INSANE! But they are extensively expensive here at the airport.
so now im just gonna chill for a bit, and try not to fall asleep. My flight leaves in four hours. Oh god.
I will blog more later 🥰
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Scandinavian animals and birds
Yesterday, the family and I went to a “zoo” about 2hours from where we live. It was a very disappointment . First of all, the price! $100 for us three to walk there. 2. Barely no animals and 3. The animals being captured.
One thing I hate is that animals at locked up and not able to roam freely and what made me very upset is how tiny the “cages” are from the birds/owls. Ohmy god.
It rained a lot yesterday and I was not happy about it. My camera got all wet so I had to protect it as much as possible, there for no good photos. I used my phone to snap photos of the animals. After the visit to the “zoo” I almost cried. The “cages” were super small. The wolves barely had room. The owls were.. well let me just say, all the animals looked sad.
Except this little fella who were eating the food the elks / moose had. Cute little squirrel.
Few pictures from the “zoo”.
They even made some courses etc all around the “zoo” for “fairies” etc. That was super cute to see and I loved it. The only part of this place I actually liked.
Such a cure little way to make the place ✨️ magical ✨️ for children. They also had plywood pieces around on trees with different animals and bugs. Don’t really know what for but I think its probably for the children as well.
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IAM SO SORRY! / Car ride ~ it’s finally all green!
i will answer your comments! i just saw them! i havent gotten notifications on the jetpack app about comments, likes etc! IAM SO SORRY! I use jetpack when blogging on phone.
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well, almost all green. Atleast it’s no snow in sight which makes me so so happy. I really dislike snow.
Husband worked til 10am, went to sleep and after that we went on a small car ride together with E. Pretty cozy. First ice cream and later we saw a lot of animals.
I like how the house is “focused “ How have your day been? Laundry and folding laundry has been my entire day except when cuddle or playtime with son. Thank God the weekend is finally over and all the week days routines is back in action (we have routines on weekends as well but not as strict as week days).
Preparing with a packing list , ok iam insane. I have already started to write list of what to pack for our vacation. One week and if I know myself, I’m gonna have the big suitcase by myself. Lol!
I apologize for not answering your comments 😭 I’m truly sorry! I will answer them as soon as I have battery in my laptop (I have problems commenting via jetpack app). I am so sorry 😔🌸