• › Happy New month!!

    Happy March! I can’t believe that it’s already march! It’s insane! I hope this month will treat me better than what February did. I wish you all a wonderful month!

    (oops I forgot the headline – 10.47pm)


    thank god for filter. The dark circles under my eyes is a no joke. I really look like a raccoon.


    I thought I would do a small little recap of February (of things I remember) just to have for fun something to look back at.

    Personal; working on my mental health × have had ups and downs × still working on the medicines and trying to find the right one.

    School; sock puppets × exams × me being/acting like a troublemaker (when we pretended to be toddlers in preschool) × painted my face with color during one of the classes × burned my fingers multiple times when crafting

    February is a horrible month here in Sweden when it’s actually super common and “typical February” that many become sick. First me for a week and then my son for a week. So that haa been mostly our month. M has actually been sick as well so we all three has been ill.

    Fun stuff; This month I have actually been with E a lot more. Laughs, talking crazy accents that took me days to come out from. Traveled to another town over the day to change location a bit. Eaten food at restaurant- well, a pizza shop. I always take burger and E takes kebab.

    I have also been social training my son by going on a bus to a big supermarket. It went so, so well! So proud of him! Earlier I (still am) was nervous, scared, and anxious about trying to go out somewhere else with E due to the fact that I never knew when the explosion of emotions would happen. But these two times went super well! We also ate burgers at the pizza shop. He was so well-behaved. So proud! Sure, he tested me like any other child, but overall, I’m super proud!

    That was a small little recap of my February. What is your recap?


    The time is currently 10.45pm and I’m writing this in bed while listening to calm / soft music which normally makes me irritated etc but this Playlist is ok. Tomorrow is school and I hope I manage to get up in the morning to be able to go.

    Alarm goes off in.. 6 hours ish.

    So I’m going to say goodnight for now and thank you all so so much for sticking around, checking in, and showing love. ♡

    Much love ❤️



  • › Chaos, paint on face, volcano and.. troublemaker

    First day back after two weeks!

    Oh my god, my head is tired! I went to school today for the first time after being home for two weeks, and it really takes on my energy and head. Don’t worry, the father had a day off from work, so he was home taking care of E.

    Today we did a volcano that I have only seen in movies and series—a VOLCANO! Well, I didn’t participate in the design of making it, etc., but I participated today as a “teacher,” showing kindergarten kids what happens if you mix different ingredients, etc. I barely did any talking because I was focused on taking videos and pictures because it was so much fun! And something new!

    When a group was giving their presentations, the rest of us had to pretend to be kindergarten children, and if you know me, I went ALL IN. Everyone was those quiet, non-troublemaker, so I was the loudest, troublemaker child. Haha!

    Heck, I even painted on my face because some kids do that. I really went all in on the character.

    Just a little bit of paint, and oh my god, the reaction my skin got after! Burning, itching, and awful. So when I came home, I cleaned it better (only used soap and water in school) with facial cleaning water and put moisturizer on.

    Due to the bad lightning and me trying to fix the lightning of the picture, the black mooshed out paint doesn’t show.

    Another group gave us assignments to make animals of toilet paper rolls, and I did a bat, but during lunch break I was bored, so I tried to make a spider and paint it. I will take a picture tomorrow if it. I didn’t finish any of them though, haha! I didn’t have time!

    The third group had dancing, etc. We got to dance to different songs and try yoga positions, and oh my god, I now know I am old when my hip and arm hurt. Lol!

    So; First making animals of paper rolls. Then our volcano experiment and last dance time.

    This was my Monday. Crazy fun, but oh my, the energy is gone on me and the headache. No joke! Haha! But it was a fun day in school, but I realized that I have missed so many fun things they have done for these past two weeks.

    I hope you all have / had a wonderful Monday!

    Much love ♡