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› Two Days in a Row… Should I Be Worried? | The EVERFLOW
Having ADHD and the spontaneous kicks in, isn’t a really good combination. For two days i have had these spontaneous moments. People might think “oh, you went to the town all spontaneously ” or something..
No..
I wish it was that.
But what i did on these two days is far from that.
The light doesn’t make the hair justice. The hair at the scalp is more bright purple.
And i don’t know what can happen tomorrow. Two days already.. Will something happen tomorrow?
So, i got a second nose piercing yesterday and this morning I all off the sudden got the urge to due my hair purple… plus eyebrows.Day 1; second nose piercing
Day 2; Purple hair & purple eyebrows
Day 3; to be continue? 💀
Midlife crisis? Not really. People would probably think that but this is one side of my ADHD at its full glory and I can not stop the urge.So tomorrow will probably be me, my brain and ADHD;
ADHD: I have an idea!
Me: No, can we just not have a calm and relax8ng day today?
ADHD: I SAID I HAVE AN IDEA!. 🥲😂So tomorrow will be an..interesting day. Let’s see what will happen 🥲 I pray to God that my brain don’t kick in the high shift gear of ADHD
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› Hello October! Life Lately, Halloween, School, Mental Health & Everything In Between | The EVERFLOW
So much has happened lately, my head can’t stop spinning. Building furniture, studying, shopping for the home, my mental health declining, celebrating 20 years as best friends and 2 years as cousins. Social training and so much more.
Hi, hello my pumpkins! It’s October and that means that it’s Halloween. Yes, Halloween started for me already in October last year — mentally — but in things etc. Oh well!
How are you all? I hope you all are doing amazing! How has your fall been so far? Or maybe you have another season? I know in some countries it’s summer now etc. Yeah, I can’t really have my brain work through that process at the moment. I know about Earth, rotations etc., but too much for me right now.
So, any plans for the upcoming week? I’m having meetings and celebrating my best friend / cousin who turns 37 tomorrow! 🥳 Woop.
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I have so many pictures to show you all, but I thought I would make a collage later with some photos. I am currently in bed right now, struggling to stay awake 🥲 so I will fix it in the upcoming days — I’ve got a few things left to send my teacher > assignments < before I get new ones PLUS a big exam on Tuesday. Do not look forward to that, but the show must go on.
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› Finding My Old Blog After 9 Years | Memories, Old Photos & Who I Used to Be
Looking back at an old blog from 2017, old selfies, forgotten memories, family, grief, growing older and the person I used to be..
Having a best friend who stalks my old blog — okay, not stalks, but checks it from time to time — is actually hilarious.
I had completely forgotten about it. Not the blog itself, but the name of it! Until she sent me the link.
Oh my god.
I wrote on that blog last time on December 1, 2017. That is almost 9 years ago.
Going through the posts, seeing the pictures and reading a bit was a roller-coaster of emotions. Sometimes I laughed and sometimes I fought not to shed tears.
Reading about when I was learning Arabic, dealing with my mom’s cancer, my dad’s death and so much more… it really brought back a lot.
One thing I found absolutely hilarious was all the old photos of myself. WAOW! Holy… I don’t even know — cheese? 👀
Oh well. I was NOT ready for it.
I had completely forgotten about my “signature” selfie style. The makeup. The poses. Oh lord, how embarrassing!
Mind you, that blog had over 150 subscribers/followers that I called “ghosts” because I was obsessed with Halloween back then and I’m still obsessed with Halloween now. 😂
So at least 150 people saw those photos. I eventually closed down that blog because there was a lot going on in my personal life. I had no energy. Nothing to write about that felt worth writing about.
Not that EverFlow is much better…Haha!
These are a few of the pictures I found of myself on that blog and I am laughing so hard at myself.
Like… wow. How?!
My best friend said I looked older back then and I’m like: “Excuse me?” She said I should take it as a compliment that I look “younger” now.
She’s weird… I know. 😂Anyway, have fun.
Enjoy these 9 horrible photos of me from when I was 26–27 years old. Yup. i was almost 30 and walked around looking like that. I’m turning 36 now and barely wear makeup anymore.
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› Confidence Feels Different Now
Trying to reconnect with confidence I used to have.
Even though I smile infront of the camera, I struggle. After a while, I finally did my makeup again.
People were staring at me while I was walking down the street on my way to pick up my son.
Honestly?
I don’t care. Sorta.
I’m alternative, and when I finally have both the energy and the time to do my makeup, I do it.
Today’s look was black, brown, and red around the eyes.
I’m also trying to step out of my comfort zone by wearing black eyeshadow again as a plus size woman.
A few years ago, after losing 40 kg, I used to wear dark makeup all the time and felt amazing and confident.With filters? Sure. But real life feels different sometimes.
Today… I don’t feel that confidence the same way anymore.
At least not outside.
Plus size can also be alternative. But today, I didn’t go all out. Just a little.