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› I Wish I Was Making This Up
Hey my beautiful family 🖤 How y’all doing? Y’all good? Good — that makes me happy.
Me? Well… back pain, and now I’m freezing after being in the laundry room because of the heat.
I even had to turn on a damn fan. The picture below will explain.
My head is also… insane. A million thoughts racing around, making me exhausted — but the most insane part? My brain has decided to bless me with Santa Claus Is Coming to Town.
So yes, my head is singing that. On repeat. At the exact same time as all these thoughts are running wild.
That’s my current brain situation.
And on top of that, my body has apparently decided it’s time to start yawning… with tears included, of course.
So, the current situation is this: I’m in bed, having a full-blown concert in my head with a Christmas song — not songs, plural, but ONE single song on repeat — while thoughts are flying around at 100,000 mph and my body is crashing for a bit.
Meanwhile, I know I still need to continue packing. Continue doing laundry.
Yes… I’m dead serious about the figure skating part. The humidity literally turned the floor into an ice skating rink. One wrong step and I’m auditioning for the Olympics. That’s how bad it gets down there with zero ventilation.
What a day — and I am not even halfway done with everything. -
› Chaotic Thoughts, Expensive Medicine & Pepsi Max Addiction
Not every day is productive — some days are just survival mode.
The struggle is real today. Another day has come to an end and I have actually been struggling a lot with my head. So many chaotic thoughts, mental struggle and all that shebang.
Today hasn’t been much other than I went to the drugstore and got my new medicine. Ridiculously expensive! 3907 SEK! That is 353€ and/or $402. This will be the price for me MONTHLY 💀 I almost passed out (not literally) when I saw the amount.
Holy h*ll!
I also went to the supermarket. I was only going there to buy French fries but I left the store with 8 bottles of Pepsi Max and the French fries.
I know – Emma… you just bought a lot of Pepsi Max..yes, yes I did but .. a girl can never have enough. Plus it was on sale/campaign so .. why not? 😅💀 I think i need to enter a rehab for Pepsi Max addiction. Like no joke (joking at the same time).
Oops.
Bulgaria trip; I have started to pack. I know, 3 weeks-ish till the bon voyage but me, ADHD and chaotic memory need to do this. But today I only fixed the travel bottles with essentials I need. I haven’t brought the suitcase up from the storage room yet but if I know myself, it will come up to my beloved bedroom within a few days. Oops! 😇
My mental struggle today has been that I haven’t had energy. Also talking with the doctor about my meds made me exhausted. So much information I had in a 3-minuteo call. Crazy. So I have a migraine right now – not only because of the phone call but the stress around everything.