Nope. My life is actually worse. Well not life, but my mental health is. There for I have been off so much in the blog but im working hard on returning to myself. To be the happy, bubbly, smiling, laughing Emma again.

I have a super hard time standing in front of people, talking or singing, but I have actually done both. Not standing talking in front of a huge crowd but singing. Oh lord.  That was terrifying.

I grew up singing in choir and we had “concerts” a lot so I have actually been singing head lead or what it calls. I have been singing solo.

Fun fact In high-school I studied music (due to I loved singing) and all my teachers said if i stopped smoking (yes I have been smoking for years and years, I would become an opera singer. Dumb as I was kept going on smoking and now I sound like a.. I dont know. it ain’t beautiful. I can not take those super high notes anymore which actually makes me super sad. I regret smoking.

So yeah, I have preformed . Both music, theater and speeches

It depends on the situation but mostly yes. When it comes to my son – always! When it comes to myself – depends .

Such a weird thought, though. Never something I think about, but when it comes to children—always, no matter what age. Mama instinct comes out as well. At least for me.

If I get a feeling something is off/wrong/don’t do it, I stop them or whatever. Me? Well, let me just say, I don’t wait for a green light.

Honestly, I don’t have one. I only like Halloween and the fall so picking a month of those is impossible.

Well, honestly, I just want people to stop thinking I am a b*tch by my looks. I want to show that I’m a kind person, caring and friendly. Yet people say to me that once they got to know me, they saw that I’m not a b*tch, but it was their first impression, and I don’t like that.

I also don’t want people to think I am rude and annoying. Judgemental etc.