• › We Went Into the Woods – And Things Got Weird

    I know I didn’t blog yesterday. I am so sorry! It was chaotic at home, but today I will blog.

    Hi, hello, my beautiful people! I hope everything to fine with you all!

    I have just come home from school (well, kind of; an hour ago), so I’m currently in the bath writing this.

    Today in school, the classmates, two teachers, and I have been to the forest. Just because we are studying to be the pre-step preschool teacher, we had to go to the forest today. Just because the teachers go to the forest with children sometimes.

    What did we do? We went on a walk and answered questions. Well, you talked with your mate you were paired with about them. Some questions were kind of weird, and I and AK (the classmate) pretty much didn’t know what to answer on some of them. One question was, “Have you been dead and had experience? What do you remember?” Like, how would I know that?

    Such a weird question. Oh well, after that walk, the teachers spoke about Buddhism and how they do mandalas, blow them out after prayers, etc. So we had a mission to make our mandalas.Odd, but we did it. I took pictures, but I don’t think people want me to share that, but it’s all good.

    After that we had a bit of lunch and talked, and I and S joked with one of our teachers (L). She drank water out of a syrup bottle, and I told S earlier for fun, “She drinks out of a syrup bottle. I bet it’s white syrup,” and I was right! Crazy!

    Anyway, the jokes we did with the teacher (she joined in on the jokes) and said that we think it’s something else (vodka), and L laughed and said yes. So we continued and said it was mixed with some water so she wouldn’t get exposed. We all laughed.

    So me and S went on with the bottle and L told us some funny stories etc. It was actually a fun moment in the forest (even though I complained a lot! Haha! I dislike being in the forest due to all the bugs etc)

    After lunch we had an other activity (we did four activities in total during this class) and that was to paint, either something with forest related or feelings. I tried to make a sunset but that one failed extremely hard. I’m better to paint with pens than watercolors.

    Fun part… or maybe not so funny, but S and AK were fine with it. I did some color splatter on my painting, and it accidentally came on AK’s bag and S’s shoes. I apologized so much when we saw it. I was so embarrassed. I even splattered paint on myself, my bag and the bench we sat on. Atleast I participated. Lol!

    I had already told my teachers and classmates that I’m a photographer and a blogger, so they had to be prepared that I would take photos. I did. A few. Lol.

    I’m not sharing all, just some. Click on the picture to see bigger/full size.

    About my fingers (I will explain better in another post): my son has pulled my fingers so much when wanting to show me things or get me to follow him, so I have started to get problems with my fingers. Therefore, the sports tape on them keeps them “straight” and helps with the pain.

    The bag in the last picture actually has a text on it, but I removed it due to it not being a kind text. No, I don’t have the text out towards people when I walk with it.

    Yes, I have permission to share pictures of my classmates when we had the painting activity. I asked and told them I would cover their faces. They were okay with that except one student. which I respect, so she’s not in any pictures.



  • › ADHD Starter Pack: Loudness, Honesty, And A Killer Outfit

    The first day of school is officially done. Very small group, but many were missing, so we’ll see if they come. I told the teachers and the class that I am terrified, but when I saw three of my old teachers that we are going to have, it immediately calmed down inside me. Sure, one of the teachers and I don’t get along well, but at least we are on good terms. Hopefully that continues, but we’ll see.

    Today’s fashion. Not so special. Did some makeup; it feels so weird to have it on after not having been wearing/using makeup for like, ages!

    bag, pen, papers. The whole shebang. Plus my “Stanley Cup” filled with Pepsi Max.

    Today we sang a song in class… well, none of us sang, just the teacher. To tell our names. That was weird, but apparently we are going to sing a lot in classes. I do not look forward to that, but what to do?

    I told them honestly about my ADHD and how I am, how I can enter a classroom (dancing, etc.) if my ADHD is going crazy. I also told them that I am a talker and I ask a lot of questions. I thought it would be best to tell them right away (I remember I didn’t do that when I studied to be a nurse assistant, and it was horrible when my ADHD kicked in. No one accepted that (and me).

    Everyone was chill with that. Some girls said they are just like me, so that felt good. But I could tell I’m the one whose ADHD is over the top. Haha!

    I also told them that I am a blogger, so I will take pictures, but no one will be shown. They were also okay with that. Yay!

    Before we all went in, we sat down on benches outside, and already there, I opened up and told some but also said to everyone, “COME HERE!” Come and sit here with us,” etc., joked about sitting in front of a bonfire and roasting marshmallows. They laughed and got into a better mood (I think they were nervous as well).

    Yeah, so this was my first day. Kinda both calm and also crazy. Hopefully this will go fine, and there will be no bullying or backstabbing that was in the nurse assistant education.