• A happy little boy who finally can..

    .. ride his kickbike. The pure happiness when we told him that he now could ride on his kickbike because they have brushed the stones away.

    We went to a location to let him roam freely on his kickbike ~ ofcourse we kept an eye on him. The laughter, the smiles, the focus and everything. Made my heart jump with joy.

    His dad wanted to try the kickbike as well (middle picture) and first E let him but wooh, the speed he had to stop M (dad) from riding it. Lol! Hilarious!

    We stopped by a store and bought ice cream as well.  It was a fun little family day for a while before M had to go to work for a second time that day.

    ofcourse I blurry my son’s face due to privacy and respect for my son.

    I can not wait to have many more family days like this in the future. I know now we gonna have soooo many when the spring is finally here and soon summer. We love going on car rides to see the nature, sit outside and have picnics etcetera. 

    What is your favorite thing about Spring?

  • When The Flu Has Struck One Week Before…so Sad….

    Goodmorning everyone! I hope you all are doing good! The flu has struck me.. unfortunately.. It’s typical for me to get sick when I have something to look forward to (read below) but hopefully it gets better soon 🤞🏻

    Today’s plans even though the energy is super low today is to do laundry and try tidy up here. Depending how much my body and head allows me.

    I’ll be start blogging more (hopefully one post per day atleast) but next week for a few days I might not be able to because I’m going on an adventure (husband has a surprise for me.. All I know is that it’s an adventure..). I’m nervous but excited. So I really hope the flu goes away by then!

    What has happened lately?

    well I have been having meetings, worked on my mental health, tried to study but realized that studying home isn’t a possibility for me when son is home. E is sick. Had to pick him up yesterday from school so now he is home again. Cozy time! Haven’t had so many migraine attacks lately and hopefully it keeps that way!

    Anyway, how are you? Would love some interactions. I will in a few open my laptop and continue answer comments ❤️

  • Visionboard for 2025

    Ofcourse health, relationships, friends and love is on my visionboard as well! I can’t wait to see what 2025 has for me!.

    Do you have a visionboard?

  • Are they really allowed to do this?

    New week. New possibilities. New steps forward.

    This weekend havent been si good to me. Removing more toxicness and negativity out of my life has really taken a toll on my mental health but hey, it might be worth it in the end? I don’t know.

    Monday, November 4th, 2024. School. New classmates. Laughed at and massive feeling of disappointment.

    Today started good in school but ended up me faking becoming sick so I could leave. First time I did this on this school. Why? A staff who helps students made fun of me and what I said. I got so mad I almost was about to explode but managed myself to stay calm and blame my migraine (I had migraine but is blamed that it became worse). I felt so disgusted, so disappointed, upset and really mad. I left the school so fast so I could cool off a bit away outside.

    this happened infront of the two new classmates that started today!

    We are grown people and they did this? What?! I can not believe it. and tomorrow it is school again.. hopefully i won’t see this person because iam not up for a confrontation to be honest.. not right now.

    Are they staff who works with students (not a teacher) allowed to degrade a student like this? I think it calls degrade. I can be wrong, if so I apologize but I hope you get what I mean.

    ●●● Anyway, little rant about school today..

    Tomorrow it’s Tuesday which means, school at the afternoon. Will probably bring my cameras with me so I can start learn the settings, tips and tricks again. Go for a walk and just be alone to breathe.

    ● This weekend havent been so good to me. Personally and mentally. Personally I can not talk about here but let me just say, that I have been hurt before by close people but this is in top 3 of the things the person has ever said to me. And that took a massive toll on my mental health.  I cried and was hysterical because I couldn’t believe my eyes (the person wrote this so I read, not heard it) and wow I have been a mess but i take it as a sign ~ if that’s how the person feel, they are not meant to be in mine nor my son’s life . it’s that simple.

    My sister and her daughter had to go to an other city by helicopter last night. I can not write details but let me just say that iam terrified and scared. Worried and I don’t know all the emotions. My baby niece A has severe epilepsy and it has become worse. She’s 4 years old!

    ● I have made a Facebook group (yesterday) if you would like to join to see my artworks. My photographies. I’m gonna expand my equipment with time and hopefully be able to take better pictures 🥰 can’t wait!

  • 7 years ago ..

    Today is not a regular day because it is my child’s birthday! HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY!

    Seven years ago I became a mom. Despite what doctors told me. They have always told me to give up on my biggest dream to become a mother. It would never happen due to my PCOS.

    and seven years ago i gave birth to my beautiful baby boy. My little handsome man. My little man.

    my angel. the love of my life. I can’t believe that I got the gift and blessing to become your mother.

    a traumatic pregnancy and a more traumatic experience when giving birth, i will forever be thankful for what I, as a person and my mentally was able to do.

    life sure tests us with your diagnosis but man I grow as a mother and as a person everyday thanks to you my love.

    Happy Birthday E 🎂 🥳🎉