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› Hello October! Life Lately, Halloween, School, Mental Health & Everything In Between | The EVERFLOW
So much has happened lately, my head can’t stop spinning. Building furniture, studying, shopping for the home, my mental health declining, celebrating 20 years as best friends and 2 years as cousins. Social training and so much more.
Hi, hello my pumpkins! It’s October and that means that it’s Halloween. Yes, Halloween started for me already in October last year — mentally — but in things etc. Oh well!
How are you all? I hope you all are doing amazing! How has your fall been so far? Or maybe you have another season? I know in some countries it’s summer now etc. Yeah, I can’t really have my brain work through that process at the moment. I know about Earth, rotations etc., but too much for me right now.
So, any plans for the upcoming week? I’m having meetings and celebrating my best friend / cousin who turns 37 tomorrow! 🥳 Woop.
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I have so many pictures to show you all, but I thought I would make a collage later with some photos. I am currently in bed right now, struggling to stay awake 🥲 so I will fix it in the upcoming days — I’ve got a few things left to send my teacher > assignments < before I get new ones PLUS a big exam on Tuesday. Do not look forward to that, but the show must go on.
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› My Happy Songs for Today | The Music That Puts Me in a Good Mood
Which songs always put you in a good mood?
When i was waiting on the bus to go to the town for a meeting, I reflected on one thing.. Some days, music makes me happy and honestly, i have MANY songs but today these songs makes me happy (I’m switching music as well and not playing same songs all the time)
Here are a few of the happy songs I’m currently listening to
🎵 AronChupa & Little Sis Nora – Llama in My Living Room
🎵 PSY – Gangnam Style
🎵 Lvbel C5 & AKDO – Coook Pardon (I have no idea what they’re singing about, but it’s incredibly uplifting!)
🎵 Lvbel C5 – HAVHAVHAV (Still no clue what the lyrics mean… but the music is so good.)
🎵 Russell Brand ft. Catherine Zeta-Jones – We Built This City / We’re Not Gonna Take It (from one of my favourite movies, Rock of Ages!)
🎵 HammerFall – Hearts on Fire
🎵 Lordi – HardRock Hallelujah
These are just a few songs that make me happy, especially today.
My mental health is actually doing okay today, so I’m trying to keep that feeling going with some music. I rarely listen to music anymore, but today felt like the right day to press play.
I may be goth, but my music taste is all over the place. 💀 The only genres I really can’t listen to are classical and jazz… they just make me anxious for some reason and makes me stressed.
What songs instantly make you happy? I’d love some recommendations!
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› September’s last fashion & I’m being a nervous wreck
People are always starring at me but I don’t care. I have a unique style – a mix of alternative and goth but sometimes I switch it up with cute t-shirts. Today’s fashion was simple. As usual, my jeans vest and hoodie is on. It’s cold here in Sweden so now my other pair of wintersocks is out.
This is actually the only blog I ever share full body pictures of myself and it is a challenge from my comfort zone so be kind. Lol!
Dirty mirror at school and it’s okey.
● Handbag from Guess (birthday present from husband) ● Shoes from Tommy Hilfiger ● Jeansvest from H&M ● Skirt & T-shirt from Shein ● Cardigan & Hoodie from New Yorker ● Wintersocks & pants from a swedish hardware store named Jula.● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ● ●
Tomorrow I will be a nervous wreck because my son is going under anesthetic and I am so scared. Have you or know someone who has been under that? Please tell me because it is the first time ever for my son and for me. So I’m a wreck. Haha!
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› Big change on me, fashion and style
New week, new start and new responsibilities. Hello Monday! and Hello you all beautiful souls! I hope you all are doing good!
School ✔️ Gym ✔️ Dinner ✔️
today’s fashion. Crazy cold outside so the winter socks is now officially out for the season. Yesterday I got a spontaneous thought and idea. I know I have said that I would leave my hair to rest from all colors bombs etc but last night I dyed it red. Inside it looks darkred / winered color but outside it’s a bit brighter red.
I finally can say I feel like myself again. My teacher had to check three times who I was til he saw my sunglasses. I had them on when I entered the classroom. It was kinda funny.
The stares I got in the town on my way home was crazy! So many stared at me for being unique and having a different style than a “normal” swedish style. One child even said to her mother “mom look at her style! it’s so cool“. I smiled so much. Normally I thought children would find me weird etc when I walk with all black, hoodie and jeans jacket etc but this comment made me so happy.
One girl also came up and asked me where I got my bag from. I explained to her that I bought it 2007 when I was in Stockholm (capital of Sweden) and met the band Tokio Hotel. So it’s an “vintage” bag. lol.
the hair Went home and grabbed my stuff for the gym. Joined my husband and because of my back, I couldn’t do so much and for a long time. One hour on treadmill will do it. Soft start. Low level. No uphill. After that hour I felt so much pain in my back and in my hip so slow and soft start.
But hopefully it will help me get better and less pain in my body.
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› OOTD (Outfit of the day?) ish kinda.
Friday’s look of “fashion” in school. My Gothic/ Alternative style. Unfortunately all my black leggings is dirty (laundry tomorrow) so I had to go with the “only-stay-home-leggings”.
Yes.. it was not worth having those leggings because oh my lord how freezing cold it was. But I didn’t have time to run up to the apartment after I left to change. So I had to bring the “viking” in me out from my inner but I can honestly say, the viking didn’t want to step forward either. LOL!
tired mama face. there for covering the face. ofcourse, either Pepsi max or coca cola zero in my hand (unless I have my coffee).
Today I did an practice exam in math and ohmylord how my brain couldn’t function during it. I was too afraid to ask my teacher how many rights I had but I know I failed hard.
After the exam I struggled really hard on what I was gonna count, calculate, write the equations, equations in different both ways etc, for an example (and no this one aint in the book because I dont have the book infront of me so I don’t know the answer on this one) 4x-7-2x=18-3y and also like 5x-7y/9•4 . gosh I even get dizzy for just writing it.
Anyway, it’s finally weekend! woho! You got any plans?
I’m gonna just be home. Maybe go to the gym when husband comes home from work tomorrow and he can take care of E while I’m gone..but it depends of how tired he is.
other than that.. just a chill weekend. E is having sleep over next week so I’ll go to the school and gym. I don’t need to stress and rush things to manage the time. it’s a lot of stress to combine school, motherhood, health (mentally and physically) but hey, im trying.