• › 10 Days Later: Still Fighting the Pain After Breaking My Foot

    03/08/2026


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    Hey guys!


    So sorry that I haven’t been updating EverFlow like I normally do (texts etc. Like this post), but hopefully that will change soon. No… it will change soon! I also apologize for the lack of communication from my side. I see all your comments and love 🖤 I will answer them as soon as I can! I also want to apologize for not sharing photos yet from my trip but they will come. Be prepared!


    How are you guys? Happy new month! (Yeah, I know… we’re already three days into it. 😂)

    I hope you’re all doing fantastic. Thriving, growing and, most importantly, being happy!


    My main focus lately has actually been my foot and my knee. It hurts so much, but because I’m stubborn I’ve already started walking on my foot again. Do I suffer because of it? Absolutely. Am I supposed to be resting with my foot up? Yep. But is there really time for that? Not really. Housework, mom life… life doesn’t exactly hit the pause button.


    Today I have actually challenged myself. Not a small challenge… a big, exhausting one.


    Normally it takes me about five minutes to walk to the store and another five minutes back. Today? Twenty minutes each way. Forty minutes in total… and let me tell you, I do not need a gym membership while I’m on these crutches. 😂 That is one thing for sure!


    The sweat was definitely sweating, I can assure you. Imagine me jumping around on crutches while E walks at the speed of a cheetah. It was basically Snail vs. Cheetah.


    It’s been 10 days now and my foot still hurts. Like I said above… and no, I still haven’t been given any painkillers, no matter how many times I’ve asked.
    So to try and ease the pain a little, I bought a pair of compression socks because the area around my toes is getting absolutely destroyed from walking the way I do with the boot.


    It actually helped a little… but it also squeezed parts of my foot I didn’t even know existed. 😂 So, of course… more pain. Those socks are TIGHT. Like… “is my blood circulation still working?” tight. I wore one for two days, though. I even fell asleep with it on the first night.


    Yep… that’s pretty much my life right now.
    I’m just hoping, wishing and praying these next few weeks fly by, because I’m honestly getting pretty tired of being in pain.

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  • › Healing is active courage—showing up for yourself even when no one is clapping.

    22/01/2026


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    Healing isn’t about becoming someone new. It’s about returning to who you were before the world taught you to abandon yourself.

    I am healing at a pace my nervous system can trust. I refuse to rush what took years to survive.

    Working on myself both mentally and spiritually is the best decision I have taken. Healing myself from childhood traumas and sorrow, and for hurting myself for years, takes time. 

    I’m still alive! I have been physically exhausted and missed school this week’s Tuesday, but I’m now on my way to a city for a dentist appointment for E. A child dentist (pedodontist) who specializes in special needs kids. 

    I prefer sleeping, but the adult must adulting today. Lol!

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