• Rough day, both emotionally and mentally

    22/10/2024 /

    wow an other day is over. Today I have been struggling with my emotions. It has been a rough day. Both mentally and emotionally.

    The day started by getting my son ready for school and into the schoolbus.  After that, I ran to the laundry room (forgot to wash MY clothes lol!) and unfortunately it was taken by I explained and the woman let me use one of the machine and dryer! Thank you neighbor 💕

    Meeting with E’s doctor. He has grown but also lost weight which is really good. Yay! Routine check up. Happy. And the doctor was so impressed that E laid all letters in alphabetical order and said the letter. Woho.

    School for me afterwards which is where my emotions took over. Out of no where. It’s silly. But anyhow, the teacher told me to skip the rest of the textbook and jump on the last one so here we go.

    That pretty much sums up my day (I have been studying as well etc.) So I am so ready to hit the bed. Gonna do some painting on the Happy Color app. Try to calm down a bit before sleep.

    Goodnight my pumpkins 🎃

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  • Why my passion for photography died

    21/10/2024 /

    it’s been a long long day! Productive but super long. today I actually bought a camera so I can take the photography game to the next level. Well.. maybe better level than the current one.

    It is an old model of the camera but it is just one for now til I have relearned the skills, settings etc again and later on can invest in a good camera. So for now it’s a good camera. Almost brand new. Barely used. Objective included but luckily I have some of my old ones left. Now I just need an external adapter SD card reader so I can empty my memory cards (I have like 10 or something). Kinda curious what I have on them 😅

    Unfortunately the passion for photography died for me on same time as my parents passed away but slowly I have getting the passion back [there for massive amount of photos on my phone and also some uploaded here and on instagram] which is good because it was a way for me to escape the reality for a while when I had low moments.

    So I’m excited to re-do everything I learned, read, tried etc. Luckily I will still have my phone to take photos with as well but gonna try after my skills is back to use camera more. Maybe the quality of photos in the blog gets better? Hm.

    My beloved boy. After school. So fascinated of the sign “Din fart” = Your speed. It shows green or red numbers for the speed you are driving. He always stops there and say the letters plus wait a bit for a car to pass by.

    Alright today it is.. Monday 21st of October.  how insane isn’t that? the October month is soon over. Iam not ready! No no! Let’s keep having October, fall and the beauty for a while. No snow. I dont like snow. lol.

    Today i have been doing MASSIVE cleaning at home. I have tossed away so much stuff I can’t even believe it. But most fun part; there is more to declutter and throw away. Mouhaha!

    Clean, study, dinner, went and bought the camera, played some games in between the cleaning (pauses) and now iam officially in bed.

    Laundry, meetings and school is on the agenda for tomorrow. Hopefully everything will be fine.

    So i guess this is goodnight and I apologize that I haven’t blogged today. Kinda crazy day and I’ve helped my sister on game there for I’ve been “playing games”.

    Goodnight ♡

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  • Goodmorning + checklist

    20/10/2024 /

    Goodmorning my beautiful pumpkins! How are you all today!? I hope you all are doing good and that you have a calm and relaxing Sunday!

    Today E decided to wake up at 6.30am (sleep in!) so I went to cuddle with him and had a tickle fight while M were sleeping. After a while we got up, had some quick sandwich in the stomach so the worse hunger weren’t kicking in. We eat breakfast together when M is home from work so after 1 hour he woke up so we could have a real breakfast.

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    Child had breakfast ✔️ Edited some photos from yesterday’s picnic ✔️ Booked hotel for vacation in November (husband booked it) ✔️

    Today’s list; laundry ○ clean ○ prepare for dinner and cook dinner ○ maybe go on a car ride as usual ○ give E a bath and prepare for school tomorrow ○ pack mine and E’s bags ○ and probably more Will be added on the list.

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    picture from yesterday’s car ride. The fall is absolutely stunning.

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