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โบ Would You Rather โ Chaos Edition
Copy the list and comment your answers in the comment sections. Let’s have fun!

Lose your phone for a week or lose internet for a week?
Internet. I can still take photos, edit etc on my phone. Plus listen to music etc.
Always whisper or always shout?
LOL I apparently shout when I talk so I guess shout.
Fight one horse-sized duck or 100 duck-sized horses?
OUFF! One horse-sized duck! TO THE NARNIA WE RIDE!
Have unlimited money but never travel or travel anywhere but always be broke?
Honestly, always be broke.
Only eat sweet food or only salty food?
Pffh sweet. I hate salty food.
Always be 10 minutes late or 20 minutes early?
Boy! I’m trying to train my ass to be at least 15 minutes early instead of always being late to things.
Never use social media again or never watch YouTube again?
Social media. I don’t use it often though.
Have a rewind button or a pause button for life?
Rewind = So I could take back the last thing I told my dad before he passed and get the last hug.
Rewind = to hear mom’s voice again and record her wise words I could listen to whenever I need her.
Pause = my son is growing up so fast.
Be able to fly or become invisible?
Fly! Imagine flying and shit on people I dislike like a damn seagull. Also it would be AWESOME just to fly anywhere I want โ Greece? See you in a couple of hours. Dubai? See you in a few days.
Live without music or without movies?
Movies. I can’t handle movies. They are too long unless it’s my favorite movie โ Phat Girlz
Only wear one color forever or one outfit forever?
Excuse me? I only wear black and same style of outfit every day so.
Sleep only 4 hours but feel rested or sleep 12 hours every night?
Yall get 4 hours of sleep? Lucky.
Read minds or predict the future?
Neither.
Always have cold hands or cold feet?
I always have cold feet due to bad circulation in my feet thanks to diabetes.
Be stuck in summer forever or winter forever?
HELL NO FOR WINTER! Give me summer โ better yet, give me autumn and Halloween!
Unlimited Pepsi Max or unlimited ice cream?
DUUUUDE!!! Why are you trying to kill me? Now this is a hard one but I will go for my Pepsi Max.
Goth room or minimalist white room?
Really? Are you sure about this question?
Camera battery at 100% forever or unlimited storage?
Unlimited storage.
Never overthink again or never get migraines again?
Never.. uhm.. UGH I CAN’T CHOOSEโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
Would You Rather
Lose your phone for a week or lose internet for a week?
Always whisper or always shout?
Fight one horse-sized duck or 100 duck-sized horses?
Have unlimited money but never travel or travel anywhere but always be broke?
Only eat sweet food or only salty food?
Always be 10 minutes late or 20 minutes early?
Never use social media again or never watch YouTube again?
Have a rewind button or a pause button for life?
Be able to fly or become invisible?
Live without music or without movies?
Only wear one color forever or one outfit forever?
Sleep only 4 hours but feel rested or sleep 12 hours every night?
Read minds or predict the future?
Always have cold hands or cold feet?
Be stuck in summer forever or winter forever?
Unlimited Pepsi Max or unlimited ice cream?
Goth room or minimalist white room?
Camera battery at 100% forever or unlimited storage?
Never overthink again or never get migraines again?โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
Looking forward to get to know you and see your answers.
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โบ Finding My Old Blog After 9 Years | Memories, Old Photos & Who I Used to Be
Looking back at an old blog from 2017, old selfies, forgotten memories, family, grief, growing older and the person I used to be..
Having a best friend who stalks my old blog โ okay, not stalks, but checks it from time to time โ is actually hilarious.
I had completely forgotten about it. Not the blog itself, but the name of it! Until she sent me the link.
Oh my god.
I wrote on that blog last time on December 1, 2017. That is almost 9 years ago.
Going through the posts, seeing the pictures and reading a bit was a roller-coaster of emotions. Sometimes I laughed and sometimes I fought not to shed tears.
Reading about when I was learning Arabic, dealing with my mom’s cancer, my dad’s death and so much more… it really brought back a lot.
One thing I found absolutely hilarious was all the old photos of myself. WAOW! Holy… I don’t even know โ cheese? ๐
Oh well. I was NOT ready for it.
I had completely forgotten about my “signature” selfie style. The makeup. The poses. Oh lord, how embarrassing!
Mind you, that blog had over 150 subscribers/followers that I called “ghosts” because I was obsessed with Halloween back then and I’m still obsessed with Halloween now. ๐
So at least 150 people saw those photos. I eventually closed down that blog because there was a lot going on in my personal life. I had no energy. Nothing to write about that felt worth writing about.
Not that EverFlow is much better…Haha!
These are a few of the pictures I found of myself on that blog and I am laughing so hard at myself.
Like… wow. How?!
My best friend said I looked older back then and I’m like: “Excuse me?” She said I should take it as a compliment that I look “younger” now.
She’s weird… I know. ๐Anyway, have fun.
Enjoy these 9 horrible photos of me from when I was 26โ27 years old. Yup. i was almost 30 and walked around looking like that. I’m turning 36 now and barely wear makeup anymore.
What a journey and roller-coaster of thoughts, feelings etc ๐๐ค -
โบ Life Lately | A Little EverFlow Update From Home
A little look at everyday life, social training, motherhood, getting around on crutches, and dealing with an injured foot.
Hello my spicy pumpkins! ๐ค
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How are you all doing today? I hope you all have an amazing day / evening!
I thought I should post a mixed blog post with a bit of what I’ve been doing lately when I haven’t been blogging. Mostly photos though. A picture say more than a thousand words – isn’t that the saying?
E and I have been social training a couple of times โ at the same time as we’ve been grocery shopping, but these times have been in town. Not at home. So it has been a lot of bus rides and walking. Shopping, spending time together, laughs, happiness but of course tears and sadness. Nothing special has happened with the sadness, but you can’t always have bright, colorful and happy days.


Alone on the bus. Take which ever the seat you want. 
Telling him to slow down and go next to me is impossible.
Trying to keep up with the same speed as E when walking โ that must look interesting and funny. Screaming blue crutches, a heffalump (me) dressed in black and probably with a backpack as usual. Even the thought of that makes me laugh! Like… what!?Do you know the boy who copies and making fun of his mom when walking? Little boy!

Thief. Always steal my extra legs. Haha!
I thought I’d share some photos from the time. I’m currently in bed, resting my foot, neck and stomach. Stomach pain after today’s visit to the hospital.
Update on my foot: 8/10 pain right now.Ice Cream Date




Random pics from the time.




Broken adapter.. I accidentally dropped it on the floor. Now I know how an adapter for phonecharger looks like inside. 
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โบ 10 Days Later: Still Fighting the Pain After Breaking My Foot
Hey guys!
So sorry that I haven’t been updating EverFlow like I normally do (texts etc. Like this post), but hopefully that will change soon. No… it will change soon! I also apologize for the lack of communication from my side. I see all your comments and love ๐ค I will answer them as soon as I can! I also want to apologize for not sharing photos yet from my trip but they will come. Be prepared!
How are you guys? Happy new month! (Yeah, I know… we’re already three days into it. ๐)I hope you’re all doing fantastic. Thriving, growing and, most importantly, being happy!
My main focus lately has actually been my foot and my knee. It hurts so much, but because I’m stubborn I’ve already started walking on my foot again. Do I suffer because of it? Absolutely. Am I supposed to be resting with my foot up? Yep. But is there really time for that? Not really. Housework, mom life… life doesn’t exactly hit the pause button.
Today I have actually challenged myself. Not a small challenge… a big, exhausting one.
Normally it takes me about five minutes to walk to the store and another five minutes back. Today? Twenty minutes each way. Forty minutes in total… and let me tell you, I do not need a gym membership while I’m on these crutches. ๐ That is one thing for sure!
The sweat was definitely sweating, I can assure you. Imagine me jumping around on crutches while E walks at the speed of a cheetah. It was basically Snail vs. Cheetah.
It’s been 10 days now and my foot still hurts. Like I said above… and no, I still haven’t been given any painkillers, no matter how many times I’ve asked.
So to try and ease the pain a little, I bought a pair of compression socks because the area around my toes is getting absolutely destroyed from walking the way I do with the boot.
It actually helped a little… but it also squeezed parts of my foot I didn’t even know existed. ๐ So, of course… more pain. Those socks are TIGHT. Like… “is my blood circulation still working?” tight. I wore one for two days, though. I even fell asleep with it on the first night.
Yep… that’s pretty much my life right now.
I’m just hoping, wishing and praying these next few weeks fly by, because I’m honestly getting pretty tired of being in pain. -
โบ One Week Later… Recovery Isn’t Going as Planned
Happy Monday! ๐ค
New week!
New possibilities!
New goals!
One week ago, I was on my way back from Niลก, Serbia. It’s crazy how fast time flies!
I still haven’t gone through the photos from my camera, so I can edit them and show you all. The unexpected detour to the emergency room, along with the pain, has my full attention right now. Yep… I’m still dealing with the pain with no painkillers or anything.
I have a few people waiting for their photos, so I’m going to try to sort everything out either tonight or tomorrow.
I just wanted to pop in and wish you all a wonderful week! ๐ค
I’ll be back on The EVERFLOW as soon as possible, but right now my main focus is simply trying not to break down because of the pain.
The difference is.. *chefs kiss*
Much love to you, my pumpkins. ๐๐ค