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› Hello Fall! Life Lately, Crutches, School & A Little Bit of Chaos
Fall is here, the leaves are dancing, the crutches are still following me around, and life is… well, life.
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Hello my beautiful pumpkins! 🎃🎃
Now it is officially fall! (I know I say it again, but honestly, fall is the best season according to me.)
I love the cold air, the color shift on the leaves, seeing them swirl, “dance” down and give their last performance!
I have been quiet for a bit, I know. The reason is that I really don’t have much to tell at the moment due to me being on crutches. Well, I’m supposed to use them, but as you all know me, I’m stubborn as hell. 😂 I used them in the beginning, but now I’m fighting through the pain because I don’t want to need them anymore.
I still bring them with me if I go out — to the city, for example — in case the pain gets unbearable and I need a bit of “pain relief.”
So, what’s up with you? Any updates?
For me? Nothing really.
• Voted in the election — meaning, I did my duty as a Swedish citizen. 🇸🇪
• Slowly stopping one medication to introduce another one over time.
• Not amputated my foot — miracle.
• Studied.
• Had a fever last week, so no school for me.
• Had a birthday dinner date with my Queen Alien — my best friend. Yeah, I know, she’s my cousin, but that is so weird to write/say, so I will not mention that again. 🥲
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› Back to School on Crutches | A Little EverFlow Life Update
Hello my spicy and beautiful pumpkins! 🖤 How are you all? “Long time” no seen.
I am truly exhausted — both mentally and physically!
Jumping on crutches is a pure workout and I am NOT built for workouts. Give me cookies and milk and I will be a happy person. Lol.
Anyway…
The reason why I have been absent is because I have been mentally preparing and struggling with school — yes, I know. Shit happens and I hate it there, but I do it for my son. Not only for him to have after-school care, but also to show him that it’s okay if you don’t graduate high school. You can always get an education later in life.
Monday: First day. Not prepared. Read here; [ link to Monday’s post ]
Tuesday: Went to school for like 1.5 hours. I couldn’t stay for a whole day. I was almost falling asleep in class, couldn’t focus and had a migraine on top of that. I hadn’t slept that night because of massive stomach pain that kept waking me up every 30 minutes. It was awful, and it kept going nonstop the whole Wednesday as well.
Friday [today]: Half day — woho! Love that!
Today we had a test — yes, a test already… first week — and I passed it. Woop!
We also had a “roleplay” where the teacher divided us students into two groups — four in each. We had to do a roleplay where two of the students were preschool kids and two had to be the teachers. One mean teacher and one “good” teacher.
Guess which one I was?
……….. *pause for guessing* ………..
If you guessed the mean one, you are correct!
So me “yelling” and being mean to one of the children — I went all out. I was acting like this horrible, mean teacher.
Wow! Almost so good that I deserve an Oscar!
That’s how good I was. 😂
After school,
I came home, supposed to do homework, but honestly — all my energy went into going to school and jumping around on crutches. My hands and arms are actually hurting from it, to be honest. It is brutal! I don’t understand how people can do it day in and day out to be honest! You guys are strong!
At least I’m going, which is a miracle for me.
Sure, I get a lot of stares, but I’m rocking those screaming, insanely blue crutches.
They are so ugly! It’s ridiculous.
Tomorrow I will study. I had to do paperwork for the insurance company, Lufthansa and their bullshit and yeah…
Exhausted Miima for sure!
So here is a quick post, quick check-in.
Hi! Here I am! Exhausted but still alive — barely — and ready to post again. Getting back to my routines again!
Thank you so, so much for checking in on EverFlow and for being patient with me. I really appreciate you! SO MUCH! 🖤
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› Would You Rather — Chaos Edition
Copy the list and comment your answers in the comment sections. Let’s have fun!
Lose your phone for a week or lose internet for a week?
Internet. I can still take photos, edit etc on my phone. Plus listen to music etc.
Always whisper or always shout?
LOL I apparently shout when I talk so I guess shout.
Fight one horse-sized duck or 100 duck-sized horses?
OUFF! One horse-sized duck! TO THE NARNIA WE RIDE!
Have unlimited money but never travel or travel anywhere but always be broke?
Honestly, always be broke.
Only eat sweet food or only salty food?
Pffh sweet. I hate salty food.
Always be 10 minutes late or 20 minutes early?
Boy! I’m trying to train my ass to be at least 15 minutes early instead of always being late to things.
Never use social media again or never watch YouTube again?
Social media. I don’t use it often though.
Have a rewind button or a pause button for life?
Rewind = So I could take back the last thing I told my dad before he passed and get the last hug.
Rewind = to hear mom’s voice again and record her wise words I could listen to whenever I need her.
Pause = my son is growing up so fast.
Be able to fly or become invisible?
Fly! Imagine flying and shit on people I dislike like a damn seagull. Also it would be AWESOME just to fly anywhere I want — Greece? See you in a couple of hours. Dubai? See you in a few days.
Live without music or without movies?
Movies. I can’t handle movies. They are too long unless it’s my favorite movie — Phat Girlz
Only wear one color forever or one outfit forever?
Excuse me? I only wear black and same style of outfit every day so.
Sleep only 4 hours but feel rested or sleep 12 hours every night?
Yall get 4 hours of sleep? Lucky.
Read minds or predict the future?
Neither.
Always have cold hands or cold feet?
I always have cold feet due to bad circulation in my feet thanks to diabetes.
Be stuck in summer forever or winter forever?
HELL NO FOR WINTER! Give me summer — better yet, give me autumn and Halloween!
Unlimited Pepsi Max or unlimited ice cream?
DUUUUDE!!! Why are you trying to kill me? Now this is a hard one but I will go for my Pepsi Max.
Goth room or minimalist white room?
Really? Are you sure about this question?
Camera battery at 100% forever or unlimited storage?
Unlimited storage.
Never overthink again or never get migraines again?
Never.. uhm.. UGH I CAN’T CHOOSE——————————————————————————
Would You Rather
Lose your phone for a week or lose internet for a week?
Always whisper or always shout?
Fight one horse-sized duck or 100 duck-sized horses?
Have unlimited money but never travel or travel anywhere but always be broke?
Only eat sweet food or only salty food?
Always be 10 minutes late or 20 minutes early?
Never use social media again or never watch YouTube again?
Have a rewind button or a pause button for life?
Be able to fly or become invisible?
Live without music or without movies?
Only wear one color forever or one outfit forever?
Sleep only 4 hours but feel rested or sleep 12 hours every night?
Read minds or predict the future?
Always have cold hands or cold feet?
Be stuck in summer forever or winter forever?
Unlimited Pepsi Max or unlimited ice cream?
Goth room or minimalist white room?
Camera battery at 100% forever or unlimited storage?
Never overthink again or never get migraines again?——————————————————————————
Looking forward to get to know you and see your answers.
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› Finding My Old Blog After 9 Years | Memories, Old Photos & Who I Used to Be
Looking back at an old blog from 2017, old selfies, forgotten memories, family, grief, growing older and the person I used to be..
Having a best friend who stalks my old blog — okay, not stalks, but checks it from time to time — is actually hilarious.
I had completely forgotten about it. Not the blog itself, but the name of it! Until she sent me the link.
Oh my god.
I wrote on that blog last time on December 1, 2017. That is almost 9 years ago.
Going through the posts, seeing the pictures and reading a bit was a roller-coaster of emotions. Sometimes I laughed and sometimes I fought not to shed tears.
Reading about when I was learning Arabic, dealing with my mom’s cancer, my dad’s death and so much more… it really brought back a lot.
One thing I found absolutely hilarious was all the old photos of myself. WAOW! Holy… I don’t even know — cheese? 👀
Oh well. I was NOT ready for it.
I had completely forgotten about my “signature” selfie style. The makeup. The poses. Oh lord, how embarrassing!
Mind you, that blog had over 150 subscribers/followers that I called “ghosts” because I was obsessed with Halloween back then and I’m still obsessed with Halloween now. 😂
So at least 150 people saw those photos. I eventually closed down that blog because there was a lot going on in my personal life. I had no energy. Nothing to write about that felt worth writing about.
Not that EverFlow is much better…Haha!
These are a few of the pictures I found of myself on that blog and I am laughing so hard at myself.
Like… wow. How?!
My best friend said I looked older back then and I’m like: “Excuse me?” She said I should take it as a compliment that I look “younger” now.
She’s weird… I know. 😂Anyway, have fun.
Enjoy these 9 horrible photos of me from when I was 26–27 years old. Yup. i was almost 30 and walked around looking like that. I’m turning 36 now and barely wear makeup anymore.
What a journey and roller-coaster of thoughts, feelings etc 😂🖤 -
› Life Lately | A Little EverFlow Update From Home
A little look at everyday life, social training, motherhood, getting around on crutches, and dealing with an injured foot.
Hello my spicy pumpkins! 🖤
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How are you all doing today? I hope you all have an amazing day / evening!
I thought I should post a mixed blog post with a bit of what I’ve been doing lately when I haven’t been blogging. Mostly photos though. A picture say more than a thousand words – isn’t that the saying?
E and I have been social training a couple of times — at the same time as we’ve been grocery shopping, but these times have been in town. Not at home. So it has been a lot of bus rides and walking. Shopping, spending time together, laughs, happiness but of course tears and sadness. Nothing special has happened with the sadness, but you can’t always have bright, colorful and happy days.
Alone on the bus. Take which ever the seat you want. 
Telling him to slow down and go next to me is impossible.
Trying to keep up with the same speed as E when walking — that must look interesting and funny. Screaming blue crutches, a heffalump (me) dressed in black and probably with a backpack as usual. Even the thought of that makes me laugh! Like… what!?Do you know the boy who copies and making fun of his mom when walking? Little boy!
Thief. Always steal my extra legs. Haha!
I thought I’d share some photos from the time. I’m currently in bed, resting my foot, neck and stomach. Stomach pain after today’s visit to the hospital.
Update on my foot: 8/10 pain right now.Ice Cream Date
Random pics from the time.
Broken adapter.. I accidentally dropped it on the floor. Now I know how an adapter for phonecharger looks like inside. 
I need these as tattoos.