• Mental health & break

    04/10/2024 /

    Good afternoon my little butterflies! or should Istart call you my little ghosts like I did on my other blog. Ghosts and pumpkins.. Because I love Halloween. Lol! Who knows..

    I apologize that yesterday I took a day off from everything and did not blog, my mental health were low and my brain was not kind to me. So I pretty much just went to school and dropped off my son’s bag before I went to school. A bit stressful to be honest. . Afterwards I just had a quiet moment alone, scrolling and watching youtube. I needed that to be honest but now I am here!!

    TODAY I have been to school as usual and right now I’m sitting at the café writing this and charging the pad.. That word is so weird for me. LOL! Oh well..

    FUN THOUGH RIGHT NOW: I kinda feel like a real blogger when I either have my tab or laptop with me. In Sweden the top bloggers always had a tiny laptop with them where ever they went, just to be able to write blogposts and now Iam sitting here at the café writing this while drinking Pepsi Max and having a bun. My breakfast/lunch. Pretty amusing thought. Downside is that the first keyboard I owned to this tab has its own life and freeze letters so it adds so many I have to delete them to be able to continue write. Oh well.

    How is your day? The sun is shining but it is really cold outside here. It’s not really summer weather.

    I have taken a lot of photos I thought of sharing here in the blog. Autum/fall kind of pictures. But I don’t know If you wanna see that. LOL.

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  • September, full off color change, fresh air and new mindset

    03/09/2024 /

    September.. such a beautiful month. Colors are changing on trees, flowers and trees who’s getting ready to go to sleep to be able to bloom in the spring again. Rainy days, cold air and cozy moments are here. Candles, open fires, leaves falling, cold and chill winds. Seeing all the changes of colors. From green to yellow, red, orange and brown. Hearing the crispy sound under your feets when walking on leaves. Oh so magical . Fall is my favorite season and iam so excited that it’s finally here.

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    Just like a flower and a tree in fall who’s about to get ready to go to sleep so they can bloom on the spring and share their beauty to us again.

    It’s something I have been starting to think about alot lately (it popped up in my head when I was in school once).

    I think that way for myself. I have days where I feel bad, down in mood, feeling a bit down / depressed but later in life I bloom up to be myself again. It’s normal for every person to have moments where they feel sad, down or even depressed. But if you think you are like a flower, you can always make yourself bloom again and be a better version. That’s what I’m focusing on right now.

    Mental health is kinda taboo where I live but I think it is important to talk about it. So yeah, I hope you don’t mind posts like this, or post where I talk about my mental health I’m struggling with right now.

    that might sound weird and like I have written before, my english aren’t so good and I apologize if I confuse you with this text. I just wanted to share something I’ve been thinking of lately.

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    I can’t wait to see all the beautiful color changes. To just take all the colors and air in. Fresh air. To wear my legwarmers and my knitted socks my mom made me before she passed away. oh iam so happy right now.

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