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› Chaotic Thoughts, Expensive Medicine & Pepsi Max Addiction
Not every day is productive — some days are just survival mode.
The struggle is real today. Another day has come to an end and I have actually been struggling a lot with my head. So many chaotic thoughts, mental struggle and all that shebang.
Today hasn’t been much other than I went to the drugstore and got my new medicine. Ridiculously expensive! 3907 SEK! That is 353€ and/or $402. This will be the price for me MONTHLY 💀 I almost passed out (not literally) when I saw the amount.
Holy h*ll!
I also went to the supermarket. I was only going there to buy French fries but I left the store with 8 bottles of Pepsi Max and the French fries.
I know – Emma… you just bought a lot of Pepsi Max..yes, yes I did but .. a girl can never have enough. Plus it was on sale/campaign so .. why not? 😅💀 I think i need to enter a rehab for Pepsi Max addiction. Like no joke (joking at the same time).
Oops.
Bulgaria trip; I have started to pack. I know, 3 weeks-ish till the bon voyage but me, ADHD and chaotic memory need to do this. But today I only fixed the travel bottles with essentials I need. I haven’t brought the suitcase up from the storage room yet but if I know myself, it will come up to my beloved bedroom within a few days. Oops! 😇
My mental struggle today has been that I haven’t had energy. Also talking with the doctor about my meds made me exhausted. So much information I had in a 3-minuteo call. Crazy. So I have a migraine right now – not only because of the phone call but the stress around everything. -
› Chaos, Stress & Snapshots
My Friday in snapshots.
● Chaos ● Stress ● Meetings ●
Enjoy a few pictures from today. I’m currently in bed trying to get some sleep. The reason for the short post is that I have a massive migraine.Sorry.
I also made rice water that I had to cool off outside so I can use it tomorrow.
A chair that will get a new life. One of my summer projects.
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› It made me fall asleep on a weird location
Today has been a tough day for me. First it started alright but ended up in chaos.
Last night I had migraine attack from h*ll and this morning I woke up with just a light migraine, which made me decide to go to school for the first time in a week.
I went to school. Everything was fine and out of nowhere, it felt like someone smacked my head with something heavy. The migraine got worse. It was horrible. Like a snap with fingers.
I tried so much to follow along the class but the pain was so awful, I accidentally fell asleep in class (me falling asleep while having extreme migraine is normal) so one of my teachers came up to me and asked how I was doing.
I’ve probably snored (very common for me when migraine) in class but honestly, i dont care.
I decided to leave school for the day. In total I was in school for barely two hours.
At home, I have been having my migraine cap on and tried to study. I am so far behind now thanks to this. I managed to send in two assignments but after that, my head was killing me so I almost threw up (never happened me before).
Now the migraine is calmer (still there and bad but not like earlier today) and I can write this post.
The migraine cap is more down on one side to help with the whole pain on the left side of my face. That’s why it looks so weird on the picture.
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The url doesn’t work (you can type it and come to the website but it shows . wordpress . Com) but I’m trying to fix that. I’m also planning to make a new header. A simple one. No so much stuff on it.