• Happy New Year All you beautiful souls ✨️

    HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL SOULS ✨️

    Thank you everyone for being a part of my family! I am truly thankful for each and every one of you 🤍 I apologize for not being do active in the blog due to my mental health but I will try (can’t promise) to be more active here in the blog.


    This year has have both ups and downs , sadly most downs. I really hope that 2026 will be better to me and my mental health.

    2025 Positive

    • Amsterdam, January
    • Tokio Hotel concert, March
    • Italy, July
    • Norrtälje,  September
    • Met Michaela & Helle (after 8 years)[Tokio Hotel fan] (Michaela I met in September, Helle I met in March and went to the concert together)
    • Started to do makeup again {not often but still}
    • Started a new education
    • I picked up my cameras again

    2025 Negative

    • My mental health
    • Body collapsed
    • Had to cut off my hair
    • The teacher in school
    • Italy, July (why? read here)

    My forever new years kiss, valentine and forever my greatest love 🤍

    This year I have watched my son grow much. Both as a person, as my son and as a small man. He has participated in graduations in school, participated in performance shows, gotten best “grades” in school. He is more brave now and he is  just wonderful.

    This year E has started to communicate so much more. He communicates with signs and simple words. He has also started to learn English, speaking English, counting etc. It is a super big change compared to last year and I am so shocked, so happy and so proud.


    This year I have been abroad twice. Once in Amsterdam, The Netherlands  and one time in Italy. Amsterdam I went with M but Italy I went by myself.

    Amsterdam, January 2025.

    Amsterdam, January

    Burano, July [Italy]

    Venice/Venezia, Italy,  July.

    I had always wanted to go to Murano & Burano in Italy. To see the colorful houses, the beauty etc. The day before I went back to Sweden, I finally went there. I didn’t know how to get there and it was so confusing but I managed it! Woho.

    Norrtälje,  September

    Norrtälje,  Sweden. First time I met my beautiful friend Michaela after five months chatting online. We connected when I commented on her tiktok and boom. instant friendship. Read all about my weekend in Norrtälje here. Many ups but soooo many downs.


    Photography ~ bringing my cameras out.

    This year, I found a bit more passion of taking pictures than I had earlier. Unfortunately it went away when I started to decline more in mental health so my goal is to start again.


    2026 Goals

    • Better mental health (hard work)
    • Finish school & education
    • Continue my weightloss journey [well start more strictly]
    • Clean toxic stuff and people out of my life
    • Focus on myself
    • Blog & Instagram better
    • Travels [Lisabon, Cyprus & maybe Santorini]
    • Make more music [we’ll see]

    Sure, some might seem impossible, but I will try to work hard. I’m not going to say, “OH! Yeah! 2026 will be MY year.” No, I said that about 2025, and here we are, haha!


    I wish you all a wonderful and beautiful 2026! With all luck, love, power, strength and wealth ✨️

    May 2026 be your year!

  • It’s soon time

    Goodmorning my beautiful people! I hope you all had an wonderful holiday with your loved ones!

    Now when the holiday is over we are approaching new years which is crazy. It is soon 2025 and I can not wrap that around in my head. This year has been both good and bad for me. I won’t go into details but I have learned from all this from this year and hopefully 2025 will be better.

    Do you have any plans for new years eve?

    Mine is just to be home, make a festive dinner for me and E (M will be working) and just relax. Nothing special. Pretty calm day which is much needed.

    For 2025 I will be focusing on myself. My weightloss, my mental health, focus on the academic for school. Myself & School. Sounds about simple eh? Hopefully.

    Do you have any “new years resolutions”?