• › Ten Things I Currently Love

    Sometimes it’s the little things that make life better.

    Ten things I currently like/love (other than I love my son)

    These are not in order — they all share the same spot.

    ● My headphones
    ● Jackass (the series & movies) – the only movies I can binge-watch
    ● Pepsi Max (correction; love)
    ● My shoulder pillow – I have something called frozen shoulder and nerve damage in my right shoulder so I use a pillow to have the shoulder at perfect level so it doesn’t hurt.
    ● Rain, thunder and lightning
    ● My sunglasses  – I use them daily and sometimes all day even in the dark: migraine.
    ● My drive — to keep EverFlow feeling like a family 🖤
    ● Mufasa & R10 – my cameras. Don’t ask me why one of my cameras is named Mufasa
    ● My music Playlist on Spotify – let me know if you want to know some songs from there 🖤
    ● Finally having my home spa routine again 🖤

    If you made your own “Top 10 things I currently love” list, what would be on it?



  • › 32 Hours Awake: Sleep Deprivation, Parenting & Pure Survival Mode

    32+ hours awake, one overenergized child, zero brain cells, and caffeine as a personality trait. Welcome to survival mode. 😄🖤💀

    Guess what? I still haven’t gotten any sleep.

    It’s currently 5 PM, and I can honestly say: I A M D E A D.
    Not literally, but you get what I mean.

    My son is still all over the place, full of energy, and I’m honestly jealous. If I had even one percent of his energy, I’d be happy.

    Headache ✅
    Sound sensitive ✅
    Light sensitive ✅

    I was hoping I’d at least get a nap during the day, but with my luck… I doubt it.

    I need to keep E awake for the rest of the day, otherwise I’ll probably have another night like this, and my body and mental health honestly can’t handle that.

    So here we go 😵‍💫 A few more hours to survive.

    I’m praying he sleeps tonight because I have a super important meeting tomorrow that I absolutely need to attend.

    I’ve officially been awake for 32 hours and 30 minutes… and I definitely feel it.

    How’s your day?



  • › Chaotic Thoughts, Expensive Medicine & Pepsi Max Addiction

    Not every day is productive — some days are just survival mode.

    Selfie of Emma with a playful devil horn filter during a chaotic day with migraine and mental exhaustion
    The struggle is real today.

    Another day has come to an end and I have actually been struggling a lot with my head. So many chaotic thoughts, mental struggle and all that shebang.

    Today hasn’t been much other than I went to the drugstore and got my new medicine. Ridiculously expensive! 3907 SEK! That is 353€ and/or $402. This will be the price for me MONTHLY 💀  I almost passed out (not literally)  when I saw the amount.

    Pharmacy receipt screen showing a total cost of 3907 SEK for prescription medicine
    Holy h*ll!



    I also went to the supermarket. I was only going there to buy French fries but I left the store with 8 bottles of Pepsi Max and the French fries.

    I know – Emma… you just bought a lot of Pepsi Max..yes, yes I did but .. a girl can never have enough. Plus it was on sale/campaign so .. why not? 😅💀 I think i need to enter a rehab for Pepsi Max addiction.  Like no joke (joking at the same time).

    Shopping cart filled with eight bottles of Pepsi Max during a grocery store visit
    Oops.


    Bulgaria trip; I have started to pack. I know,  3 weeks-ish till the bon voyage but me, ADHD and chaotic memory need to do this. But today I only fixed the travel bottles with essentials I need. I haven’t brought the suitcase up from the storage room yet but if I know myself, it will come up to my beloved bedroom within a few days. Oops! 😇

    My mental struggle today has been that I haven’t had energy. Also talking with the doctor about my meds made me exhausted. So much information I had in a 3-minuteo call. Crazy. So I have a  migraine right now – not only because of the phone call but the stress around everything.



  • › It’s Secured & There’s No Risk of Running Out!

    It’s secured. No risk of me going without it. It was expensive, but it was on sale — half price compared to its normal price.

    Hey guys! I hope you are all doing well today! I have not said that in a long time. I’M SORRY!! How are you? How have you been? Any news you want to share? Talk to me 🥰 Let’s have a conversation in the comments!

    Heading into town with headphones, sunshine, and a backpack full of plans.
    It’s a cardigan I tied around my bag


    Now to the post — and you are probably wondering what I mean by the title.

    Well, first things first: I did not go to the BS event the teacher sent an invitation to. Nope.

    Second: the Pepsi Max is secured 🙌🏼

    Shopping cart filled with Pepsi Max, protein drinks, and snacks.



    Yes, I went into town just to buy Pepsi Max, and then I remembered that my son had been pointing at chips in the advertisement papers, so I bought those too. I also picked up my new obsession (well… not new, but new for this use): vanilla protein drinks that I have started using in my smoothies alongside the powder and oh my God… game changer 🙌🏼

    Heading home on the bus after carrying way too much Pepsi Max.
    It’s moments like this I wish I had a car 😅

    Let me tell you, this was heavy! But it was secured! So getting home was a challenge. Sun high up in sky, massive head, a bag on wheels, backpack and a shopping bag with all the Pepsi Max plus the other. Heavy!



    Sadly, I still had to go to the grocery store after I got home and dropped the Pepsi Max off because I needed to buy dinner and breakfast stuff.

    Small grocery shopping trip after already spending too much money earlier.



    Today I spent around $70 😵‍💫 Mostly on soda, but it is fine. They do not have this sale very often, so whenever they do… I attack the packages 😂

    Well, not literally. But you get it.

    Todays dinner; my own chicken buttermasala and rice. Plus veggies ofcourse.