• › I Finally Found Them After Months Hunting, Shopping, School, Storage Baskets & Everyday Chaos | The EVERFLOW

    PUMPKINS! I AM SO HAPPY I FLY ON CLOUDS!


    Yes, exaggeration, but you will get it below!



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    FINALLY I FOUND THEM! I had this energy drink in Bulgaria and have been desperately hunting them down.

    I found them. The store had 11 left… I took them all and found a new one to try as well – Apple & Cherry. We’ll see how that one is.


    What actually was the reason for me to go to the store after I’ve been to school and did a massive exam – which I passed! Even though I had studied the wrong stuff. Thank God my memory was on my side today. – and at the store I was going to look for more storage baskets so I could organize my son’s room, but it ended me up first looking for more Halloween things.

    There was nothing that caught my eye except a cute lantern with purple glitter and spiders, but I have lanterns from a few years ago that I haven’t used yet, so I didn’t buy it.

    So I continued through the store and I found baskets. The luck was on my side – take 3, pay for 2 – so I grabbed like 16, so now I have some to organize his toys.

    When I was at the register, I got a massive urge to go check how much the Pepsi Max 7-pack was in price – no, I didn’t buy it. I love Pepsi Max, but that price? Yeah, no.

    So I started to look at the energy drinks to buy the original one I usually have – I forgot one at home when I left in a rush – and there they were! You know the “panic” stress you get when you find something you like – ok, not like those consumption-of-FOMO things in America – so you rush grabbing them because it has been a hassle to find in Sweden and I have been hunting them in EVERY STORE since July.

    So yes, when i found 11 left
    My brain: TAKE THEM ALL!
    Me: SAY LESS!!

    Raspberry & Peach.

    Happiness in a can.



    I didn’t buy my regular ones because I have a few at home. I grabbed these. Yes, I took them all. I will go to the store weekly to check from now on.


    Happy Happy Miima! WOHO!

    So this hunt was amazing! Well, shopping. I also bought in-ear headphones – god, I hate them because my piercing doesn’t let me wear them – the ring is like too big for my ear. Ooops! Oh well.

    I am so happy I can’t smile! Yes, I’ll go to the store weekly like I already written. What if I find more!? Ouff, I would be so happy!



  • › Hello October! Life Lately, Halloween, School, Mental Health & Everything In Between | The EVERFLOW

    So much has happened lately, my head can’t stop spinning. Building furniture, studying, shopping for the home, my mental health declining, celebrating 20 years as best friends and 2 years as cousins. Social training and so much more.



    Hi, hello my pumpkins! It’s October and that means that it’s Halloween. Yes, Halloween started for me already in October last year — mentally — but in things etc. Oh well!

    How are you all? I hope you all are doing amazing! How has your fall been so far? Or maybe you have another season? I know in some countries it’s summer now etc. Yeah, I can’t really have my brain work through that process at the moment. I know about Earth, rotations etc., but too much for me right now.

    So, any plans for the upcoming week? I’m having meetings and celebrating my best friend / cousin who turns 37 tomorrow! 🥳 Woop.

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    I have so many pictures to show you all, but I thought I would make a collage later with some photos. I am currently in bed right now, struggling to stay awake 🥲 so I will fix it in the upcoming days — I’ve got a few things left to send my teacher > assignments < before I get new ones PLUS a big exam on Tuesday. Do not look forward to that, but the show must go on.

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    Goodnight my pumpkins! And sorry for being absent from EverFlow.



  • › Back to School, Hygiene Nightmares & One Unexpected Internship Win | The EVERFLOW

    Good evening my pumpkins! How are you all?? I’m currently in bed with pain in my shoulder but hey – normal for me.



    So.. I’ve been at school today! Woho, I managed to get my booty to school. Miracle. This time I’m not unwell (sick, migraine etc), so – off to school I went .

    Today’s class (the first class of the morning) was disgusting. We had a hygiene routine (not the disgusting part), and we spoke about (the disgusting part) pinworms, blood-borne infections, scabies, etc. The teacher even showed pictures and videos of it, and thank God I sat all the way in the back. When she said she was going to show a video of this, I immediately moved my desk and chair so I was behind a pillar or whatever it’s called. I was not paying attention to it at all. I was playing games on my phone. Like, I can handle vomit, body fluids, etc., but that? No.

    Also today, I found out I do not need to do this semester’s internship! WOHO! 🥳🥳

    My internship that I had when I studied my other education that I passed — just because I passed that internship, I am “free” from school for four weeks. I will have assignments to do, though.

    So my mood today, even till now: relieved. Happy. 🖤

    I can not reallybexpress how I really feel. After what happened at my old internship, iam beyond happy – I can not find the correct word but I think you get it.

    I am now off to bed – school tomorrow! Good night my beautiful pumpkins 🎃🍂



  • › Hello Fall! Life Lately, Crutches, School & A Little Bit of Chaos

    Fall is here, the leaves are dancing, the crutches are still following me around, and life is… well, life.

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    Hello my beautiful pumpkins! 🎃🎃

    Now it is officially fall! (I know I say it again, but honestly, fall is the best season according to me.)

    I love the cold air, the color shift on the leaves, seeing them swirl, “dance” down and give their last performance!


    I have been quiet for a bit, I know. The reason is that I really don’t have much to tell at the moment due to me being on crutches. Well, I’m supposed to use them, but as you all know me, I’m stubborn as hell. 😂 I used them in the beginning, but now I’m fighting through the pain because I don’t want to need them anymore.
    I still bring them with me if I go out — to the city, for example — in case the pain gets unbearable and I need a bit of “pain relief.”


    So, what’s up with you? Any updates?

    For me? Nothing really.

    • Voted in the election — meaning, I did my duty as a Swedish citizen. 🇸🇪
    • Slowly stopping one medication to introduce another one over time.
    • Not amputated my foot — miracle.
    • Studied.
    • Had a fever last week, so no school for me.
    • Had a birthday dinner date with my Queen Alien — my best friend. Yeah, I know, she’s my cousin, but that is so weird to write/say, so I will not mention that again. 🥲



  • › Finding My Old Blog After 9 Years | Memories, Old Photos & Who I Used to Be

    Looking back at an old blog from 2017, old selfies, forgotten memories, family, grief, growing older and the person I used to be..

    Having a best friend who stalks my old blog — okay, not stalks, but checks it from time to time — is actually hilarious.

    I had completely forgotten about it. Not the blog itself, but the name of it! Until she sent me the link.

    Oh my god.

    I wrote on that blog last time on December 1, 2017. That is almost 9 years ago.

    Going through the posts, seeing the pictures and reading a bit was a roller-coaster of emotions. Sometimes I laughed and sometimes I fought not to shed tears.

    Reading about when I was learning Arabic, dealing with my mom’s cancer, my dad’s death and so much more… it really brought back a lot.

    One thing I found absolutely hilarious was all the old photos of myself. WAOW! Holy… I don’t even know — cheese? 👀

    Oh well. I was NOT ready for it.

    I had completely forgotten about my “signature” selfie style. The makeup. The poses. Oh lord, how embarrassing!

    Mind you, that blog had over 150 subscribers/followers that I called “ghosts” because I was obsessed with Halloween back then and I’m still obsessed with Halloween now. 😂

    So at least 150 people saw those photos. I eventually closed down that blog because there was a lot going on in my personal life. I had no energy. Nothing to write about that felt worth writing about.

    Not that EverFlow is much better…Haha!



    These are a few of the pictures I found of myself on that blog and I am laughing so hard at myself.

    Like… wow. How?!

    My best friend said I looked older back then and I’m like: “Excuse me?” She said I should take it as a compliment that I look “younger” now.

    She’s weird… I know. 😂

    Anyway, have fun.

    Enjoy these 9 horrible photos of me from when I was 26–27 years old. Yup. i was almost 30 and walked around looking like that. I’m turning 36 now and barely wear makeup anymore.

    What a journey and roller-coaster of thoughts, feelings etc 😂🖤