• › Sleep deprived and sleepwalking

    A night without sleep and.. a sleepwalking child?

    This night is not going well for me. I can’t sleep (writing this post, it’s 3am), and my son has woken up several times and come to our bed, so I have walked him back to his and laid down next to him.

    All of a sudden, he sits up. I try to make him lie down again, but no. After like 10 minutes he lay down again. He talks in his sleep, and boom, at 2.50am he gets up. Go to the living room and start packing his backpack. I followed him and tried to get him to come back to bed—no success.

    Packed his bag and say, “Now let’s go,” and go to the entrance hallway. I had tried for several minutes to get him back to bed, and when he said that, I answered him, “Yes, to the bed, and here we are now.

    I wonder why and when it happened. Has it happened before? While I have been sleeping? I have never seen E walk in his sleep or anything so. Note that the whole apartment is completely pitch black, and he walks around with no problem.

    Due to me not being able to sleep, my eyes have adjusted to the minimum of lights.

    So now I’m in his bed, trying to get him to fall asleep, but no success. At this rate, it won’t be any school for me.



  • › A not-so-quiet and calm morning

    We thought it would be a slow morning, but we were very wrong.

    Tornado boy


    We woke up to E moving around in bed like a tornado. He usually comes to sleep with us during the night to feel safe, so this is nothing unusual.

    I was already wide awake at that point. Mentally I wanted more sleep, but my body had clearly decided otherwise.

    Then suddenly M said,
    “He’s going to throw up.”

    I barely had time to react before I instinctively put my hands under his mouth — and yes, correctly.

    I quickly lifted him out of bed while using my hands as a temporary bucket. M looked completely panicked for a second, probably because it’s very rare that E throws up, so I just yelled:
    GET A BUCKET!

    Thank God for my unusually big hands. Honestly, I don’t even want to think about where everything would have ended up otherwise.

    We’re currently on the sofa watching YouTube and trying to have a calmer rest of the day.

    My poor little man. I hope that E and the day gets better ❤️



  • › A simple moment from today’s dinner

    Pancakes

    Today I had dinner in a simple, unplanned way  by standing by the stove.

    It wasn’t planned, just a simple moment in the middle of the evening.

    I noticed how ordinary it felt, but still calm in its own way.

    A small moment, but it stayed with me.