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› Happy New month!!
Happy March! I can’t believe that it’s already march! It’s insane! I hope this month will treat me better than what February did. I wish you all a wonderful month!
(oops I forgot the headline – 10.47pm)
thank god for filter. The dark circles under my eyes is a no joke. I really look like a raccoon.
I thought I would do a small little recap of February (of things I remember) just to have for fun something to look back at.
Personal; working on my mental health × have had ups and downs × still working on the medicines and trying to find the right one.
School; sock puppets × exams × me being/acting like a troublemaker (when we pretended to be toddlers in preschool) × painted my face with color during one of the classes × burned my fingers multiple times when crafting
February is a horrible month here in Sweden when it’s actually super common and “typical February” that many become sick. First me for a week and then my son for a week. So that haa been mostly our month. M has actually been sick as well so we all three has been ill.
Fun stuff; This month I have actually been with E a lot more. Laughs, talking crazy accents that took me days to come out from. Traveled to another town over the day to change location a bit. Eaten food at restaurant- well, a pizza shop. I always take burger and E takes kebab.
I have also been social training my son by going on a bus to a big supermarket. It went so, so well! So proud of him! Earlier I (still am) was nervous, scared, and anxious about trying to go out somewhere else with E due to the fact that I never knew when the explosion of emotions would happen. But these two times went super well! We also ate burgers at the pizza shop. He was so well-behaved. So proud! Sure, he tested me like any other child, but overall, I’m super proud!
That was a small little recap of my February. What is your recap?
The time is currently 10.45pm and I’m writing this in bed while listening to calm / soft music which normally makes me irritated etc but this Playlist is ok. Tomorrow is school and I hope I manage to get up in the morning to be able to go.
Alarm goes off in.. 6 hours ish.
So I’m going to say goodnight for now and thank you all so so much for sticking around, checking in, and showing love. ♡
Much love ❤️
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› Happy New Year All you beautiful souls ✨️
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL SOULS ✨️
Thank you everyone for being a part of my family! I am truly thankful for each and every one of you 🤍 I apologize for not being do active in the blog due to my mental health but I will try (can’t promise) to be more active here in the blog.
This year has have both ups and downs , sadly most downs. I really hope that 2026 will be better to me and my mental health.
2025 Positive
- Amsterdam, January
- Tokio Hotel concert, March
- Italy, July
- Norrtälje, September
- Met Michaela & Helle (after 8 years)[Tokio Hotel fan] (Michaela I met in September, Helle I met in March and went to the concert together)
- Started to do makeup again {not often but still}
- Started a new education
- I picked up my cameras again
2025 Negative
- My mental health
- Body collapsed
- Had to cut off my hair
- The teacher in school
- Italy, July (why? read here)
My forever new years kiss, valentine and forever my greatest love 🤍 This year I have watched my son grow much. Both as a person, as my son and as a small man. He has participated in graduations in school, participated in performance shows, gotten best “grades” in school. He is more brave now and he is just wonderful.
This year E has started to communicate so much more. He communicates with signs and simple words. He has also started to learn English, speaking English, counting etc. It is a super big change compared to last year and I am so shocked, so happy and so proud.
This year I have been abroad twice. Once in Amsterdam, The Netherlands and one time in Italy. Amsterdam I went with M but Italy I went by myself.
Amsterdam, January 2025.
Amsterdam, January
Burano, July [Italy]
Venice/Venezia, Italy, July.
I had always wanted to go to Murano & Burano in Italy. To see the colorful houses, the beauty etc. The day before I went back to Sweden, I finally went there. I didn’t know how to get there and it was so confusing but I managed it! Woho.
Norrtälje, September
Norrtälje, Sweden. First time I met my beautiful friend Michaela after five months chatting online. We connected when I commented on her tiktok and boom. instant friendship. Read all about my weekend in Norrtälje here. Many ups but soooo many downs.
Photography ~ bringing my cameras out.
This year, I found a bit more passion of taking pictures than I had earlier. Unfortunately it went away when I started to decline more in mental health so my goal is to start again.
backlit autumn leaf sunlight 
2026 Goals
- Better mental health (hard work)
- Finish school & education
- Continue my weightloss journey [well start more strictly]
- Clean toxic stuff and people out of my life
- Focus on myself
- Blog & Instagram better
- Travels [Lisabon, Cyprus & maybe Santorini]
- Make more music [we’ll see]
Sure, some might seem impossible, but I will try to work hard. I’m not going to say, “OH! Yeah! 2026 will be MY year.” No, I said that about 2025, and here we are, haha!
I wish you all a wonderful and beautiful 2026! With all luck, love, power, strength and wealth ✨️
May 2026 be your year!
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› Recaps of the good and bad moments of this month
Goodbye August. Thank you for this time. It’s been a chaotic month.
Now when the summer is officially over (here in Sweden it is) and first day off fall (for me) is tomorrow (sep 1rst) it’s time to say thank you for this month and share some recaps of August 2024. This year’s August has been good but also bad. How have your August been?
Good; I started in school again ● my son started school again after summer break ● I have begun to go to the gym often this month ● I have been trying to eat better (which I have. especially when my husband and son eats pizza or I’m with my friend. I always pick salad) ● I made this blog ● I work on getting my photographer brain back ● my husband surprised me with a birthday gift (few days late) ~ I will show it later.
Bad; My mental health is still bad but a lot better than it was in the beginning of the year ● I had to say goodbye to my beloved little girl Toulula ● My birthday (I dislike my birthday since I was a kid ~ Family reasons)
So now when September is here (already tomorrow) I hope the month will be much better for me. one thing I know already is that in September, my husband and I celebrate 8 years together ~ now that’s insane. Neither one of us didn’t think we would last but here we are. lol.
(more has happened in August but I can not remember it all right now)
What was your yay and nay with August month?