• How it felt and how it happened

    31/10/2024 /

    Well.. ADHD and spontaneous feeling combined it ✨️ magical ✨️  but very painful.

    Yesterday my bestfriend E booked an appointment at a piercing artist. She was the one supposed to do piercing but it ended up that I got one too. Spontaneously.

    E got four piercings and I got this painful beauty. But we had fun all three of us! First i almost knocked the piercing table over. We laughed so much! Tears were falling by all laughing. After we calmed down a bit, we took my piercing. I was first to do it – thank god or else I would have backed out.

    My experience;  It happened faster than in my head seemed.  For me it felt like 30 minutes but it took 5 minutes to do it. The pain was awful and I was crying. Tears were falling so hard and I screamed ofcourse. The artist said that I had high voice pitch but I said that it was tiny and I can higher. Afterwards the laughter kicked in. normal reaction for me.

    pain; 10/10 (for me. For others, other points)

    Afterwards, it was E’s turn. Nose, two in ears and belly. It was very interesting and I was joking while she was getting them. laughter, jokes and everything during that time. One hour.

    This morning ; cleaning the piercing was a nightmare. So much dried blood after even when cleaned last night. But now it’s 100% clean.

    Healing procession;  3 – 6 months.

    So we’ll see if it helps with the migraine. It’s not clinical proved that it works but for some it works for but I got a migraine after it and still have it. But hey, im unique so maybe that’s why. Lol!

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  • It’s brutal but hey, I’m strong

    24/10/2024 /

    *yawn* Goodmorning pumpkins! I hope you all had a good night sleep and feeling rested and alert ! I hope you all are doing good today!

    I have been up since 3.45am *yawn* due to my son decided to wake up and ohmygod iam so tired. I’m currently in bed now after he went to school. But unfortunately I can just rest /sleep for an hour before I have to get up and get ready to go to the city. What we will do there? Well unfortunately  I can not say (right now and i must ask permission first) but it is very important.

    Maybe we have some time afterwards to take a short walk in the city before we have to head back home so we can pick E up from school.

    It will be about 2h car ride in total and I love car rides but damn. In this condition,  absolutely not.

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    barely any sleep ~ been up since 3.45am ~ massive p.pain ~ and massive pain in my shoulder ● Sounds lovely eh?

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    old pic of me but I kinda like it. lol

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    Today’s to do; ● meeting in the city ● take a few photos maybe while there ● study when back home ● clean ● take care of the laundry i did spontaneously last night after E fell asleep ●

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    explanation about my shoulder; I worked as a care giver before (I think it calls that) and after my shift when I went back home, I slipped on ice under snow so I hurt my shoulder and I got some nerve damages and beginning of something called “frozen shoulder”. Which means I need a surgery to separate the nerves and fix the damage. But I’m scared of doing the surgery.

    Have anyone of you done a surgery on/in a shoulder? If you have, please tell me how it started, how it felt after surgery, rehabilitation and if you have no problems or less of problems after.

    I would really appreciate if you could tell me.

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