The Secret I’ve Been Carrying

Some fears are too heavy to carry in silence.

I have kept a secret from you guys.

I don’t even know how to fully explain it, but this AI-generated image of me captures the feeling better than words ever could

Let me share a little — but not everything.
There are countless photos and videos of me and my son that have been saved. Manipulated images of us in different scenarios…and there is so much more I could say.

I want to tell you everything. I truly do.
But right now, I don’t know if this person has access to my blog, and that uncertainty alone is enough to make me hesitate.

Living with that kind of fear… constantly wondering who is watching, what they know, and what they might do with the things they collect — it changes you.
It puts your nervous system on high alert.
It steals your sense of safety.

And honestly? I am exhausted.