Chaos. Anger issues and updates

How do you know that you haven’t gotten into the routines yet when it comes to school? I took the wrong time from the school schedule for today.

I know we start at 9am on Mondays, but today I thought we started at the same time — we don’t. We start at 8am today, so I will be 30 minutes late. I have already notified them though.

Last week we were assigned group projects. Yesterday I found out I have to do it all alone.
Not only one dude’s project — the one we had the group project about — but eight!

I have to do the others’ as well! So yeah… I’m pissed. The deadline was todaynbut I told them I can’t do it until tomorrow. I only found out about this last night, as I said, so I will turn it in whenever I get it done. I was almost done with my part. It would have been done by last night, but when they told me this, I didn’t care anymore. Yes, I honestly didn’t do it. Why would I? So yeah… Funny. Yay.. or not..

I’m on my way to school now with pain. This time it’s not only my foot but my stomach as well.

Foot update:
• Bills for €2,000.
• Pain is getting “better” — not 100/10 all the time anymore.
• I’m still stubborn and don’t use the crutches anymore. I always bring them though, just in case.
• I wear the foot brace when I’m outside. There have been times when I’ve been out without either of them — oohhh, the suffering afterwards.
• Wanting to amputate my foot doesn’t happen as often as it did in the beginning.

Weight loss update:
• Since I started the shots (that cost me €400 per month), I have lost 20kg. Woho! So it’s going slowly and steadily down.
• I’ve noticed that I’ve started my obsession with checking my weight on the scale all the time again, so I’m gonna have M hide it again.
• Weight loss goal: -20kg more.