ALL POSTS FROM EMMAS.
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› BRAND NEW
After this post, my brand new blog will start!
i have now gotten help from wonderful and amazing person on support (don’t know the name of the person sadly!) to import my other blog posts here from my old blog so it isn’t empty! The categories etc wont work on this blog so you all know.
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› Crazy weeks
Passed week. Shopping, internship, emotions, Rollercoaster with feelings and a big adventure.
Hello my loves! I hope you all are doing Okey. I will try to come back to the blog more often but this internship and mom life on same time as I do school work etc is pretty hectic.
Internship: It has been good until yesterday when everything flipped upside down. I can’t go into details, but it’s pretty bad with all the lies, etc. (Anxiety: the roller-coaster of feelings and emotions)
Positive note about the internship is that I have memorized all names on all 35 children plus adults. I have done school works that I had to do with the children and it was so much fun. I will write more about that later in another post.
Mom life part , well I’m a mom so it’s always hectic but I have actually challenged myself and been way out of my comfort zone when it comes to my son (I will write a post about the whole day and post pictures) – I took him to another city by train..alone.. no support or what so ever.
E has gotten a big-boy bike. He now owns his very first bike, and I laugh every time I think about it. He has the correct size on the bike for his age, but he is too tall for it, so the bike is small for him. But he has managed to crack the code of how to use the pedals, etc. Now it’s just the balance left, so we’re going to buy a new bigger bike for him so he can practice better.
Proud mom for sure.
I have a new phone and no pictures so I have nothing to post in this post until I’m on my laptop and can BT them over to the phone
Byee x
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› OLED DISPLAY PANEL SMASHED
✨️ C H A O S ✨️
I did actually blog last Friday and wished you all happy Easter and showed photos from my day with family. But, it didn’t post.. it failed and when I was going to look and fix it so it would be published, it was gone.
Plus, my phone fell off a shelf when I was doing the dishes so it smashed onto a frying pan, in water, busted the display so it smashed the OLED panels on the display so I had to emergency empty the phone of medias I want to save ans pray to God that the phone will be with me til Friday when I hopefully get the new phone I just ordered.
I googled on how to get the green tint on screen gone and it says – due to it being a malfunction in the system and oled display panel, it can’t go away and they recommended me to empty the phone because when this happen, apparently a phone only survive a few days before the screen completely die.
And get it to a workshop to have the screen changed would cost me €400‐€600 .. and that is just the display.. My new phone i just bought cost me €1200.
Sure I actually love my Samsung S23 Ultra, I do but a new one cost as much as a S25 ultra so I upgraded. Hopefully in the future I will be able to fix the screen on my beloved s23 ultra but for now.. I have to try adapt to the S25 Ultra. I was looking on S26 Ultra but ohmygod it was €700 in price difference! No thank you!
So yeah, here’s why I have been quiet a bit.
Also I have been arguing with the school and internship about the times but sadly it didn’t work but M managed to fix his work schedules so I could attend the internship. First day starts tomorrow! So four weeks forward. Waking up 4.30 daily.. not looking forward to it.
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› What kind of education is this!? I am so confused
Sometimes I wonder what kind of class I’m studying.. Sockpuppets??

We had a theme.. Animals and staff in preschool. Make sockpuppets to have a theater to solve conflicts.. I didn’t want to make an adult so I made a weird looking bat. To my defense, the scissors to cut with was awful. If I had my tools that I had at home, it would be alot prettier. Lol. Now it looks.. I don’t know.. But it looks funny!
Sadly my teacher told me to do a sockpuppet you can use it to “talk”.. No. Those gives me creeps. Lol! Luckily, I can do what I want and no need to do anything else. Lol when it comes to crafting will mean.
Hi hello my beautiful souls! My life has been insanely dumb towards me there for I have been quiet. I actually made a recap post yesterday but didn’t post it due to me writing it on my way to school and I actually got “car sick” lol. Bus sick maybe is a better term. I will post it later though.
BUT HOW ARE YOU!? Suck a long time ago (January 22nd I think)
I apologize for my absence. Long story short (longer in an other post) mental health, new medicine, stopped instantly with my old medicine with out “stepping out” on it and a lot more.
Here I am though! Not mentally stable yet but slowly working towards it! One step at the time!
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› Happy New Year All you beautiful souls ✨️
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL SOULS ✨️
Thank you everyone for being a part of my family! I am truly thankful for each and every one of you 🤍 I apologize for not being do active in the blog due to my mental health but I will try (can’t promise) to be more active here in the blog.
This year has have both ups and downs , sadly most downs. I really hope that 2026 will be better to me and my mental health.
2025 Positive
- Amsterdam, January
- Tokio Hotel concert, March
- Italy, July
- Norrtälje, September
- Met Michaela & Helle (after 8 years)[Tokio Hotel fan] (Michaela I met in September, Helle I met in March and went to the concert together)
- Started to do makeup again {not often but still}
- Started a new education
- I picked up my cameras again
2025 Negative
- My mental health
- Body collapsed
- Had to cut off my hair
- The teacher in school
- Italy, July (why? read here)

My forever new years kiss, valentine and forever my greatest love 🤍 This year I have watched my son grow much. Both as a person, as my son and as a small man. He has participated in graduations in school, participated in performance shows, gotten best “grades” in school. He is more brave now and he is just wonderful.
This year E has started to communicate so much more. He communicates with signs and simple words. He has also started to learn English, speaking English, counting etc. It is a super big change compared to last year and I am so shocked, so happy and so proud.
This year I have been abroad twice. Once in Amsterdam, The Netherlands and one time in Italy. Amsterdam I went with M but Italy I went by myself.

Amsterdam, January 2025.

Amsterdam, January

Burano, July [Italy]

Venice/Venezia, Italy, July.
I had always wanted to go to Murano & Burano in Italy. To see the colorful houses, the beauty etc. The day before I went back to Sweden, I finally went there. I didn’t know how to get there and it was so confusing but I managed it! Woho.

Norrtälje, September
Norrtälje, Sweden. First time I met my beautiful friend Michaela after five months chatting online. We connected when I commented on her tiktok and boom. instant friendship. Read all about my weekend in Norrtälje here. Many ups but soooo many downs.
Photography ~ bringing my cameras out.
This year, I found a bit more passion of taking pictures than I had earlier. Unfortunately it went away when I started to decline more in mental health so my goal is to start again.

backlit autumn leaf sunlight 












2026 Goals
- Better mental health (hard work)
- Finish school & education
- Continue my weightloss journey [well start more strictly]
- Clean toxic stuff and people out of my life
- Focus on myself
- Blog & Instagram better
- Travels [Lisabon, Cyprus & maybe Santorini]
- Make more music [we’ll see]
Sure, some might seem impossible, but I will try to work hard. I’m not going to say, “OH! Yeah! 2026 will be MY year.” No, I said that about 2025, and here we are, haha!
I wish you all a wonderful and beautiful 2026! With all luck, love, power, strength and wealth ✨️
May 2026 be your year!