Your body is begging for rest, but your brain refuses to shut up.

Isn’t it wonderful when your body is tired but your mind is going on high speed like it’s on something and never wants to shut up? You know what I mean? Have you experienced this?

Today, for the first time in.. forever as it feels like, I finally had a real good sleep in – scratch the real good part – which I should be happy about. Am I? No. Why? I woke up early, tried to fall back asleep because E isn’t home and – honestly.. THIS MOMMA IS TIRED – after a long time I did.. half sleep.. half awake. My body is super tired but my brain.. feels like it’s on something – I don’t know what but I hate it.

So today, I have been tired. I have been exhausted but I’m still awake – no, I will not do the 32+h sleep deprivation again.

So today has been a “chill” day – store, salad for dinner, ice cream and started to pack the suitcase – again. I’m currently in bath and I’m s t r u g g l i n g to stay awake.

So today hasn’t been that exciting.

Oh I did makeup for the first time in a while 💀 People stared at me when I was at the store.. I don’t know why? Is it because the eyebrows didn’t match my hair? Or were they uneven? Meh, doesn’t matter.