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› My Thursday — In Simple Points
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My Thursday is simple points
Unsolicited picture ● laundry ● sitting in the laundryroom since 13.49 {M took care of E} with a fan from storage ● Applied for jobs ● Had a phone interview from one of the jobs I applied to ● Dinner ● Changed phone numer — the new sim-card came today ● closed my old phonenumber ● Migraine ● hearing E eating popcorn while watching a person making miniature cakes on YouTube
— I got a textmessage from a recruiter of the work company I applied work to and had my phone in my hand so I called her up and ohmy how surprised she was when I introduced myself 😂 I have a meeting with her next week
— Unsolicited picture > read here
— 10 days to Bulgaria —— WHAT!? I must continue to pack the suitcase. It’s insane how quick the vacation is coming up
— My new phone number starts to work today and I’m keeping it private – just some people are allowed to get it. Reason? Part One and Part Two here you can read.——————————————————————————
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› Few Glimpses of My Weekend
Just snapshots and relaxing.
Hello my beautiful flowers! I hope you all are doing good! How are you?
How has your weekend been? What have you been up to? Let me know. I’m honestly curious!
Can you believe that half of June has already passed? How insane is that?
Happy Emma! Strawberry season is finally here!
My weekend has been pretty chill. I have had cravings for strawberries and apples, and I am so happy because it is summer season here in Sweden, which means… STRAWBERRY SEASON!
I went out in a massive rainstorm just to buy strawberries and apples. Was it worth it? Yes.
This weekend I was also sick for a while, which resulted in me not getting any sleep that night. I wrote about it in this post.
Luckily, it was only that one night.
Today I have been deep cleaning my apartment and also hammered a chair together, which resulted in a busted nail (a blue nail), so I have surgery tape around it now to hopefully prevent the nail from falling off.
What else? Not much.
I will let the snapshots do the talking instead because my head is pretty empty right now. I was on a TikTok live earlier and it was a crazy moment. Lol!
Elephants are my favorite animal ❤️. 
This view. 
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› A quick update
Explanation of Yesterday
So, I wanted to blog all day yesterday, but honestly, I ended up falling asleep a lot. I was so tired.
On Friday, I increased my medication from 2.5 mg to 5 mg, and it made me really ill.
I threw up several times and felt awful afterward — honestly, I felt even worse before I got sick. I couldn’t sleep afterward either. I finally fell asleep around 7 a.m. and woke up at 10:30 a.m.
So I pretty much spent the whole day resting.
Today, I have been shopping (I will show you later 😏), and the countdown is now at 28 days.
I will make a Weekend Glimpses recap later, but for now, I’m going to try to get some sleep because my stomach is in massive pain again.
I just wanted to jump on here and explain what I meant by yesterday’s blog post.
Much love to you all, and thank you! ❤️ -
› Our Son Had His Own Graduation
Today is not a regular day because today it was my son’s end-of-the-school year celebration.
Swedish flag in the wind.
We went to his school to see the “graduation”. Was waiting for them to come walking and start the singing..until a mother or if it was an assistant or teacher, came up to me “Are you E’s mom?” I answered yes and she told me that my son’s class was having their singing somewhere else.
I got very irritated to be honest, because this has made us miss 10 minutes of his singing. I told M where they were so we went there.
None of us had gotten the information about this. We thought they were gonna celebrate at their regular location, no they had changed location!
So unfortunately we missed 10 minutes but we attended for the rest. Unfortunately we had to hide (mostly me) because E would have left the classes and their performance to run up to me. I saw a little bit of it.
He was so good! He attended the whole performance with the class. Sure, when they were was switching songs (the teachers use signs and signlanguage to show and tell which song was next) we heard E sing randomly “Keep going but be supersneaky” < another type of Baby Shark and so many other songs. I laughed.Our son had his own graduation.
It was wonderful to see and hear him participate in every event.
I love E and how funny he is. Parents were laughing as well. Imagine, all quiet location, before sign languages etc and speak started, all you could hear was my son singing baby shark.●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Car selfie. *filter* After the graduation of our son, M and I left (E was gonna stay in school to have an end-of-school year with his class), we decided to go to the foodstore. Todays dinner; Indian food and rice.
Snapshots of today
Random silhouette 
To my son “You are the best!” 
Meat, bananas and leverpastej 
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› The Hug I Really Needed
I Went Into Town Angry and Came Home Almost Crying
Am I losing it? My mind?
I made the decision to not continue school because of everything that happened. I told the teacher. I told my classmates. And still, she sends out the next semester schedule and information about what books we need.
Like… why?
So now it has me thinking. Even though it would be a financial struggle for me, maybe I should continue after all.
Why?
Well… partly because I honestly want to piss the teacher and principal off. Yes, I am petty. I know that. But after everything they put me through, can you really blame me?
But there is another reason too.
If I do not have school or a job and I am home during after-school hours, my son will lose his after-school care placement even though he genuinely needs it for his social development, routines, and support.
So I am stuck in a really difficult situation right now.
Because the truth is: I *do* want this education. You all know that. But at the same time, the principal, the internship, and the teacher completely killed my sparkle for it.
And honestly? Staying home all day would probably mess up my head too.
Speaking of the internship…
Today when I went into town for a meeting, I got the biggest hug.
I was walking between the coffee shop windows and the small bus station when I suddenly heard knocking on the glass. So I turned around and there she was — a mom I used to work with — smiling and pointing toward a child inside the café.
The SECOND that little girl saw me, she started jumping up and down.
I rushed inside immediately.
And oh my God 😭
The second I got through the doors, she came RUNNING toward me so fast that I barely had time to lean down before she literally flew up onto me and wrapped herself around me like a tiny octopus.
She did NOT want to let go.
I have not seen her since my internship ended, so seeing her again honestly hit me right in the heart.
Then her mom told me something that almost made me cry right there in the café.
Apparently, this little girl asks almost every single day:
“Where is Emma? Is Emma coming?”
That completely broke my heart.
So I explained to her mom what actually happened during my internship and how I had been treated. Let us just say… she got MAD. Like genuinely angry on my behalf.
Meanwhile, my little octopus was still clinging onto me 😭
Unfortunately, we eventually had to separate because I had a meeting to get to and she was there with her mom and friends.
But wow…
I really needed that hug more than I realized.
Me and this child connected instantly from my very first day there (not the child connected to the accusations before anyone starts wondering), and seeing her again honestly made me remember why I loved this in the first place.
A small hug really can make the world feel softer sometimes.
And today, I really needed that softness.So this had me thinking as well.