HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL SOULS ✨️

Thank you everyone for being a part of my family! I am truly thankful for each and every one of you 🤍 I apologize for not being do active in the blog due to my mental health but I will try (can’t promise) to be more active here in the blog.

This year has have both ups and downs , sadly most downs. I really hope that 2026 will be better to me and my mental health.

2025 Positive

Amsterdam, January
Tokio Hotel concert, March
Italy, July
Norrtälje, September
Met Michaela & Helle (after 8 years)[Tokio Hotel fan] (Michaela I met in September, Helle I met in March and went to the concert together)
Started to do makeup again {not often but still}
Started a new education
I picked up my cameras again

2025 Negative

My mental health
Body collapsed
Had to cut off my hair
The teacher in school
Italy, July (why? read here)

My forever new years kiss, valentine and forever my greatest love 🤍

This year I have watched my son grow much. Both as a person, as my son and as a small man. He has participated in graduations in school, participated in performance shows, gotten best “grades” in school. He is more brave now and he is just wonderful.

This year E has started to communicate so much more. He communicates with signs and simple words. He has also started to learn English, speaking English, counting etc. It is a super big change compared to last year and I am so shocked, so happy and so proud.

This year I have been abroad twice. Once in Amsterdam, The Netherlands and one time in Italy. Amsterdam I went with M but Italy I went by myself.

Amsterdam, January 2025.

Amsterdam, January

Burano, July [Italy]

Venice/Venezia, Italy, July.

I had always wanted to go to Murano & Burano in Italy. To see the colorful houses, the beauty etc. The day before I went back to Sweden, I finally went there. I didn’t know how to get there and it was so confusing but I managed it! Woho.

Norrtälje, September

Norrtälje, Sweden. First time I met my beautiful friend Michaela after five months chatting online. We connected when I commented on her tiktok and boom. instant friendship. Read all about my weekend in Norrtälje here. Many ups but soooo many downs.

Photography ~ bringing my cameras out.

This year, I found a bit more passion of taking pictures than I had earlier. Unfortunately it went away when I started to decline more in mental health so my goal is to start again.

2026 Goals

Better mental health (hard work)
Finish school & education
Continue my weightloss journey [well start more strictly]
Clean toxic stuff and people out of my life
Focus on myself
Blog & Instagram better
Travels [Lisabon, Cyprus & maybe Santorini]
Make more music [we’ll see]

Sure, some might seem impossible, but I will try to work hard. I’m not going to say, “OH! Yeah! 2026 will be MY year.” No, I said that about 2025, and here we are, haha!