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› Goodmorning from the school bench
Goodmorning every single beautiful soul! I hope you all are doing good!
today is all about school for me. Math. It will haunt me in my dreams ~ haha. But hey, one step closer to my next goal.
what are your plans for today? I actually wanted to go to the gym but unfortunately I can’t because of school and the fact that my hip is hurting and to be honest, I think I’m getting sick so facemask on in school. I’m not sick but i feel it’s something in my body that’s off you know.. Åh, doesn’t matter.
I will blog more later
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› Just getting the words out there to people
Today I printed out a few of the QR codes. Went to dollarstore and bought some stuff so I were gonna be able to put them up. It was a challenge for me because having a blog and live in the town I do can cause a lot of talks, stares etc but it doesn’t matter. I need to learn how to stop think what people think and just do my thing. Even if it is blogging instead of tiktoks and being super active on instagram (I was that before but lately I have not).
So let’s see how this goes. I did this after school by the way . hehe! sneaky sneaky (well printing out I did before class but putting them up in public I did after). -
› Enormous pressure in school. Questioning my future.
teardrops from heaven.
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as much as this blog will have a lot of photographs I have been taking I also will be sharing about my life and days. Like today my day was not good in school. I did a big exam in math and failed.
Math has always been a subject I always hated. I never got any help in school when I was younger and now iam in a class where I get a lot of help and actually learn math. That’s crazy! Back to the test, I tried hard. I doodled my calculations, I counted etc but yet I failed it. Luckily I can re-do it later. But it made the teach and I talk more about my past of school experiences etc. Let me just say that they were not good. We also spoke about my future, how the teacher will help me etc.
So after our talk, it got me thinking hard of my education. Iam already a nurse assistant but don’t wanna work on hospital etc anymore so I decided to study to become a preschool teacher. But here’s the problem, it’s in an other city and my husband has two jobs.. And we have E. So I must rethink my new carrier move.
I love teaching. I taught my husband swedish (fluently) both talking and writing on 6 months. I have easy to learn languages. I’ve learned sign language etc to communicate with my son when he can’t talk (he is non verbal but actually learning to say some words). And that’s how my thoughts of becoming a preschool teacher started.. I teach the children same as I teach my son. but like I said ..the education are in an other city and requires 5 days a week at school.
so now iam confused and lost. Should I give up this as I gave up my dreams to become a photographer for national geographic magazine.. as I have given up a dream carrier as a translator on arabic and spanish for embassies and governments (no education here in Sweden for that). what will my next move be?
tomorrow it’s time for math again. 12h a week in school.. only math. lovely. but tomorrow I will try attacking algebra and I’m scared.
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› First day of school, painful | how it really went
so my first day of school is done. Woho. Painful but I made it. Right now I’m studying math and for me that’s an massive headache (which I got when i was counting, drawing, calculation etc). So sitting in class with tons of students, loud talk when asking questions of explanation from teacher. Wow made my head go insane. Not even music helped me but I did it. I went there, did some math and went home.
I dislike math a lot but only have two more courses of this level of math and next is big big level of math that I have to do to be able to continue my studying to go from nurse assistant to preschool teacher. Big step.. no massive step actually.
Hopefully the math will go easier for me soon (it became easier for me last semester) because this math is hard. I try to count, try to understand my teacher but honestly, my brain has not returned from its vacation. But lets hope 😂🤞🏻
Anyway, how is your day going? my best friend asked me how school went and im sending her gifs with Ross from F.R.I.E.N.D.S when he say “I’m fine. I don’t know why it can out so loud and squeaky ” etc. No gym for me today. I’m actually gonna take a two days break (or maybe I go to the gym tomorrow. I don’t know) but one thing I do know is that I refuse school on my birthday 😅 a tradition for me since 5th grade.
much love ✨️
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› Wow! I can not believe that my little love..
is starting the second grade tomorrow!
hi, goodmorning everyone! How are you all today? I hope you all are doing good. Unfortunately I have migraine but I’m used to it.
Just came home after leaving E at the recreational ( is that the word? I used Google translator for this word) / Fritids (swedish) and all I can think of is that tomorrow (Aug 20th) my little boy, No sorry, my BIG boy is starting 2nd grade! Where did the time go? Wow.
kickbike, and babblarna (Swedish) just because they are colorful and he can practice the colors (he is non verbal but is trying really hard to pronounce them like us) I cant stop being amazed how much E has developed since we moved here and the school took us seriously with his autism etc. Iam so proud of E 🥰
yes I’m one of those autism mom’s who will gladly share the development of my child. Hopefully I can find some autism parents here 🥰 would love that!