• › Is it winter or fall?

    you know its cold when I bring the winter jacket out.. today was freezing outside and raining so I decided to take my winter jacket my husband bought me last year. I look gigantic in it but hey, at least it keeps me warm.

    under my arm om the right side > on the picture. I have my bag inside the jacket 😅 it is that big.

    Simple “fashion” today. Plain black 8x t short for comfort. I am not that size irl. I bought it so I can go outside without needing to have skirts on all the time. I’m trying to get out of my comfort zone and all my tshirts I have bought are oversized.

    Anyway, It’s Monday which means > Back to school again! This weekend have been horrible for me but I’m not getting into details on that but it sure affected my class today. Hopefully I will be able to go tomorrow and maybe have better luck at calculating.

    Why I said hopefully is because we are going to the hospital with E to have him meet a special eye doctor. Don’t really know why though.

    Now E is back home so I’m gonna cuddle with him! I have missed him so much 😢



  • › Mental health & break

    Good afternoon my little butterflies! or should Istart call you my little ghosts like I did on my other blog. Ghosts and pumpkins.. Because I love Halloween. Lol! Who knows..

    I apologize that yesterday I took a day off from everything and did not blog, my mental health were low and my brain was not kind to me. So I pretty much just went to school and dropped off my son’s bag before I went to school. A bit stressful to be honest. . Afterwards I just had a quiet moment alone, scrolling and watching youtube. I needed that to be honest but now I am here!!

    TODAY I have been to school as usual and right now I’m sitting at the café writing this and charging the pad.. That word is so weird for me. LOL! Oh well..

    FUN THOUGH RIGHT NOW: I kinda feel like a real blogger when I either have my tab or laptop with me. In Sweden the top bloggers always had a tiny laptop with them where ever they went, just to be able to write blogposts and now Iam sitting here at the café writing this while drinking Pepsi Max and having a bun. My breakfast/lunch. Pretty amusing thought. Downside is that the first keyboard I owned to this tab has its own life and freeze letters so it adds so many I have to delete them to be able to continue write. Oh well.

    How is your day? The sun is shining but it is really cold outside here. It’s not really summer weather.

    I have taken a lot of photos I thought of sharing here in the blog. Autum/fall kind of pictures. But I don’t know If you wanna see that. LOL.



  • › A fun way for a child to entertain themselves

    I have found a fun way for my son to entertain himself while I do the laundry. Practice writing numbers and letters. Yes it is the calender but he writes on months that has passed already. Not the current month or months that is coming up. I am so proud of him for how much he has developed since he started the school he attends now. When he was in preschool, they isolated him from other children so he never learned how to be a friend, wait for his turn etc. He never learned how to write etc so I stepped up and taught him. So now since he started in school he has developed so much – he say the letters and he counts to 29 but struggle saying 30. It has happened so fast but I am so proud and happy. In school they are practicing writing the letters but he already knew them. Also counting the numbers is something he has been taught at home so he were impressing the teachers at school when he counted so they decide to keep teach him more numbers so they and we are working on that.

    E is not attending a regular school. He is attending a special need school because he has autism but I am forever thankful for the teachers and how much they have taught him on one year. He is in second grade right now and I can’t believe that he is that big!

    So a simple way to entertain a child while doing laundry(or any other activity) so they learn numbers and letters -> Let them write in a calender with passed months! My son loves it and said over and over again (he did four months) “one more!”. He wanted to write them all!



  • › OOTD (Outfit of the day?) ish kinda.

    Friday’s look of “fashion” in school.  My Gothic/  Alternative style. Unfortunately all my black leggings is dirty (laundry tomorrow) so I had to go with the “only-stay-home-leggings”.

    Yes.. it was not worth having those leggings because oh my lord how freezing cold it was. But I didn’t have time to run up to the apartment after I left to change. So I had to bring the “viking” in me out from my inner but I can honestly say, the viking didn’t want to step forward either. LOL!

    tired mama face. there for covering the face.

    ofcourse, either Pepsi max or coca cola zero in my hand (unless I have my coffee).

    Today I did an practice exam in math and ohmylord how my brain couldn’t function during it. I was too afraid to ask my teacher how many rights I had but I know I failed hard.

    After the exam I struggled really hard on what I was gonna count, calculate,  write the equations, equations in different both ways etc, for an example (and no this one aint in the book because I dont have the book infront of me so I don’t know the answer on this one) 4x-7-2x=18-3y and also like 5x-7y/9•4 . gosh I even get dizzy for just writing it.

    Anyway, it’s finally weekend! woho! You got any plans?

    I’m gonna just be home. Maybe go to the gym when husband comes home from work tomorrow and he can take care of E while I’m gone..but it depends of how tired he is.

    other than that.. just a chill weekend. E is having sleep over next week so I’ll go to the school and gym. I don’t need to stress and rush things to manage the time. it’s a lot of stress to combine school, motherhood, health (mentally and physically) but hey, im trying.



  • › I might has a breakthrough with chaos in brain

    after been struggling with math but actually learned something (it will probably be gone tomorrow. lol)  ~ How to calculate equations, algebra, equations with decimals, how to write in algebraic form and equation form.. now my brain is in pain lol. Anyway, after this day in school I did some little bit shopping at H&M.

    I didn’t buy tons of stuff. I actually only bought three things. 2 deodorants and 1 black nail polish.  I need the deodorants and wanted nail polish. I have tried so many different brands on nail polish and for me, everyone is horrible. Doesn’t last or hold. It cracks etc after 1h. Even though I use base and finish polish . So lets see how this one is.

    Yesterday I went to Dollarstore to check out if thry have put up the Halloween decorations.  They had! But ohmygod how much they have raised prices and removed a lot of stuff (only one small section now). They have also put up Christmas stuff and that makes me sad. I don’t like Christmas. I love Halloween. lol.

    I don’t think the securities or anyone liked that I put up QR codes to my blog in the town yesterday. I counted and it’s only 4 left of 12 up so they have removed 8. Hey, I don’t know if you have permission or not. I tried and I have seen so no more flyers up. I’ve learned 😊

    quick note; I do not use my big system camera (Canon) when taking pictures. I only use my Samsung s23 Ultra.