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› Fall shows it’s true beauty
been up since the crack of dawn because of massive pain in my arm. I forgot to show you pictures from the photo walk i had with EG. I can’t show everyone in one post because it makes the post look cluttered but here is one picture from my town.
“Fall has always been my favorite season. The time when everything bursts with its last beauty as if nature had been saving up all year for the grand finale.” – Lauren DeStefano
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› One of the biggest fairs in Sweden
Today I’d the last day of one of the biggest carnivals in Sweden. Did I attend it? Yes, 30 minutes. Did I buy anything? Yes.. a garlic sausage.
When E wasn’t home, my husband and I went to the carnival the day before it opened just to walk around the amusement park ~ which is actually a part of my childhood. I grew up with carousels etc. So yay!
it was so weird walking around there when it was closed and literally no other person were there.
bumper cars, whirlwind, trampolines, fun houses etc where there. Fun! Unfortunately we could not go on any rides (duh. haha!) and to be honest, when husband and I went on the carnival for 30 minutes, I joked and said I wanted to go on one but naa I didn’t go because on my neckproblem (whiplash) and it was like no fun attractions.
the painting on some of the lottery booths, funhouses etc were crazy ugly. God. On one lottery booth, the faces didn’t match the heads etc but when I saw this, I laughed.
Scooby Doo on the side and Ghostbusters on front. The combo was hilarious.
When walking around it (the 30 minutes) it brought back so many memories. My childhood, my record on whirlwind carousel etc. But one thing both my husband and I noticed were and said to each other “where are all the sellers?”. Usually the road is closed off and packed with sellers every little inch but this year it was so many gone, so few of sellers that it made the fair boring. I normally love fairs like these because it reminds me of my childhood, the adventures as a young kid who has unlimited free rides on the carousels.
Why didn’t I go this year with E? Well, last year we went and it became so much for E. With his autism, sound sensitivity and tok much impression of everything, I didn’t wanna put him through that again. So he’s father has a shopping list from me to buy. Hopefully he will remember it (he is going with his person he works with, sunday)
do you have any fun childhood memory?
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› Enormous pressure in school. Questioning my future.
teardrops from heaven.
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as much as this blog will have a lot of photographs I have been taking I also will be sharing about my life and days. Like today my day was not good in school. I did a big exam in math and failed.
Math has always been a subject I always hated. I never got any help in school when I was younger and now iam in a class where I get a lot of help and actually learn math. That’s crazy! Back to the test, I tried hard. I doodled my calculations, I counted etc but yet I failed it. Luckily I can re-do it later. But it made the teach and I talk more about my past of school experiences etc. Let me just say that they were not good. We also spoke about my future, how the teacher will help me etc.
So after our talk, it got me thinking hard of my education. Iam already a nurse assistant but don’t wanna work on hospital etc anymore so I decided to study to become a preschool teacher. But here’s the problem, it’s in an other city and my husband has two jobs.. And we have E. So I must rethink my new carrier move.
I love teaching. I taught my husband swedish (fluently) both talking and writing on 6 months. I have easy to learn languages. I’ve learned sign language etc to communicate with my son when he can’t talk (he is non verbal but actually learning to say some words). And that’s how my thoughts of becoming a preschool teacher started.. I teach the children same as I teach my son. but like I said ..the education are in an other city and requires 5 days a week at school.
so now iam confused and lost. Should I give up this as I gave up my dreams to become a photographer for national geographic magazine.. as I have given up a dream carrier as a translator on arabic and spanish for embassies and governments (no education here in Sweden for that). what will my next move be?
tomorrow it’s time for math again. 12h a week in school.. only math. lovely. but tomorrow I will try attacking algebra and I’m scared.
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› September goals | Blog, Life and weightloss ● nervous but excited
September is coming up and it goes fast! Wow. Can’t believe that it’s soon September and only 3 months left of 2024. That’s crazy!
I was thinking of making a small list every month (motivation/goals) list. You can join me as well 🥰 Let me know if you join this idea!
September 2024 goals ●●● BLOG RELATED; Grow so I reach 10 followers ● Blog at least once per day ~ if time, Blog two posts or more ● Share more photographs I take ●●● LIFE RELATED; Weightloss = gym at least twice per week. If time, try three ● -2kg (explaining this below) ●●●
sounds like a small little list that I hopefully can achieve 🥰 Looking forward to see the list at the end of September 🥰 Maybe you wanna join and make your own list of goals per month? Fun!
-2kg part; long story short. I was hysterical of losing weight two years ago when I lost so much in weight on 3 months. My brain didn’t follow the speed as my body shrunk and that wasn’t good. I was a maniac, I barely ate just to lose weight etc. Before my goals were 50kg on 5 months for an example. So now I’m trying to calm my head and take it slow.
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› Capturing the very last little beauty of the summer
last beauty .