• β€Ί Back to School on Crutches | A Little EverFlow Life Update

    Hello my spicy and beautiful pumpkins! πŸ–€ How are you all? “Long time” no seen.

    I am truly exhausted β€” both mentally and physically!

    Jumping on crutches is a pure workout and I am NOT built for workouts. Give me cookies and milk and I will be a happy person. Lol.

    Anyway
    The reason why I have been absent is because I have been mentally preparing and struggling with school β€” yes, I know. Shit happens and I hate it there, but I do it for my son. Not only for him to have after-school care, but also to show him that it’s okay if you don’t graduate high school. You can always get an education later in life.

    Monday: First day. Not prepared. Read here; [ link to Monday’s post ]


    Tuesday: Went to school for like 1.5 hours. I couldn’t stay for a whole day. I was almost falling asleep in class, couldn’t focus and had a migraine on top of that. I hadn’t slept that night because of massive stomach pain that kept waking me up every 30 minutes. It was awful, and it kept going nonstop the whole Wednesday as well.


    Friday [today]: Half day β€” woho! Love that!
    Today we had a test β€” yes, a test already… first week β€” and I passed it. Woop!


    We also had a “roleplay” where the teacher divided us students into two groups β€” four in each. We had to do a roleplay where two of the students were preschool kids and two had to be the teachers. One mean teacher and one “good” teacher.

    Guess which one I was?

    ……….. *pause for guessing* ………..

    If you guessed the mean one, you are correct!

    So me “yelling” and being mean to one of the children β€” I went all out. I was acting like this horrible, mean teacher.

    Wow! Almost so good that I deserve an Oscar!
    That’s how good I was. πŸ˜‚

    After school,
    I came home, supposed to do homework, but honestly β€” all my energy went into going to school and jumping around on crutches. My hands and arms are actually hurting from it, to be honest. It is brutal! I don’t understand how people can do it day in and day out to be honest! You guys are strong!

    At least I’m going, which is a miracle for me.
    Sure, I get a lot of stares, but I’m rocking those screaming, insanely blue crutches.

    They are so ugly! It’s ridiculous.

    Tomorrow I will study. I had to do paperwork for the insurance company, Lufthansa and their bullshit and yeah…

    Exhausted Miima for sure!

    So here is a quick post, quick check-in.

    Hi! Here I am! Exhausted but still alive β€” barely β€” and ready to post again. Getting back to my routines again!

    Thank you so, so much for checking in on EverFlow and for being patient with me. I really appreciate you! SO MUCH! πŸ–€


    Much love to you, my pumpkins! πŸ–€



  • β€Ί Running low on energy β€” where is the charger?

    Anyone else who says β€œI’ll just rest for a bit” and then wakes up two hours later? 😴 No one?Β  Oops, I guess It’s only me this time.

    Today has been a chill day β€” cleaning, doing dishes and making dinner for the two men at home. Me? I ate a bit, but not much.

    At 6pm I went to bed to rest and fell asleep for two hours. Oops.

    Honestly, I think my body needed that rest more than I realized. I’ve felt unusually tired today, so I’m actually surprised I managed to get things done even though both my head and body felt tired.

    Pepsi Max, raw fried potatoes and chorizo sausage were on the menu today (with Pepsi Max sneaking around in the shadows for me β€” trying not to give any to my son since he’s even more addicted than I am).

    That’s pretty much my day. Sorry for being a bit quiet today. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

    Tired momma β€” where is the charger when you need it?


    Are you a nap person? Have you ever accidentally fallen asleep for two hours without planning to?



  • β€Ί Exhausted But Can’t Sleep? Why Won’t My Brain Shut Off?

    Your body is begging for rest, but your brain refuses to shut up.

    Isn’t it wonderful when your body is tired but your mind is going on high speed like it’s on something and never wants to shut up? You know what I mean? Have you experienced this?

    Today, for the first time in.. forever as it feels like, I finally had a real good sleep in – scratch the real good part – which I should be happy about. Am I? No. Why? I woke up early, tried to fall back asleep because E isn’t home and – honestly.. THIS MOMMA IS TIRED – after a long time I did.. half sleep.. half awake. My body is super tired but my brain.. feels like it’s on something – I don’t know what but I hate it.

    So today, I have been tired. I have been exhausted but I’m still awake – no, I will not do the 32+h sleep deprivation again.

    So today has been a “chill” day – store, salad for dinner, ice cream and started to pack the suitcase – again. I’m currently in bath and I’m s t r u g g l i n g to stay awake.

    So today hasn’t been that exciting.

    Makeup but meeeh hair 🀌🏼 (filter)



    Oh I did makeup for the first time in a while πŸ’€ People stared at me when I was at the store.. I don’t know why? Is it because the eyebrows didn’t match my hair? Or were they uneven? Meh, doesn’t matter.