My head is heavy and my feelings are hurt

I have not forgotten about you guys. I have tried to collect myself and my feelings of what happened last weekend (sep 25th – 28th) when I was in Norrtälje.

I will write a post about the whole weekend later and show pictures but for now I need to think of myself and process my head etc.

Due to what happened for me this weekend, I haven’t been able to go to school. I haven’t been able to do homeworks.  Apparently I have exams tomorrow and I haven’t studied.

I have hit rock bottom for a moment but will get myself out of it. It will take time.

My thoughts and my mind are going at high speed. Why? Why was I so dumb? Why? goes on repeat in my head among other stuff, which I have tried to tell my friend (plus her friends) and right now it feels impossible to get out of this.

I have edited the pictures I have taken in Norrtälje  and I will show you all those pictures. I promise, but for now.. I need to calm my head down and sort everything out first.

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My pumpkins, it’s officially October 1st, which means Halloween is here! Finally!