Still alive, just needed a little..

Chaotic week with confusion and stress. A lot of catching up plus having a mental break from Internet a bit but today it ended with a change in my home.

Hey guys! I have not forgotten about you! I have had a short break from the Internet to rest my head plus getting my focus on catching up in school. This week I have had fever, so I was home from school one day but got better, so I went to school the other day and did two exams. One I passed and one I failed. 

I have also sent in almost every assignments the teachers has given me. I sat 6 hours one day and did non stop studying to try catch up! I have fallen so far behind in school due to migraines nonstop and chaos in head.

But now I am almost in same speed as the class. So I’m happy. The exam i failed in, I will re-do on Wednesday 22th.

I also did something yesterday which I’m still trying to get used to.

I dyed my hair! It was much needed, and now that the fall is here and soon winter, I wanted a change. Leaving my red hair is always scary for me, but I felt it was time for it, plus my hair needed to rest for a while, and it wouldn’t do that if I had my red hair.

When I have my red hair, I dye it once or twice per week—yes, you read it right. Just to keep my hair the red color I wanted, but lately, I have been planning to change the color to brown.

It was time. My Grey hair was showing (I’ve had Grey hair since I was 11/12 years old) but  honestly, it doesn’t bother me but to avoid me getting tempted to dye my hair and ruin it more, I made it brown.

Unfortunately it became too dark, but its something I have to get used to. It will be a challenge to get used to it and honestly, I want to bleach my hair to make it lighter. I love dark hair but not on me 😫 So this will be a long adjustment for me.

Yes I am keeping it raw and authentic in my blog. I’m 35 and have Grey hair 😂

Catsitting a black long haired cat..

Having a cat walking around in my apartment is such a strange feeling and look. I haven’t had any other cat nor any other animals at my place since we had to give Toulula (My first and only cat I ever had) her wings. So having Diesel here, is truly strange but it’s going so good!

Diesel is here because a friend of mine who own Diesel, is going away for a few days. The cat is still a bit shy and not the cat he normally is but hey, it’s a new location. It will take time to adjust.

I’m excited to have E (son) meet the cat Diesel, but also a little bit nervous, because we had a cat (Toulula) before that we had to put down and give her her wings. Hopefully all this will go well. Will introduce them carefully to each other. E is careful with animals, so I honestly shouldn’t have anything to be worried about, but Diesel hasn’t been around kids (we think), so we are going slow!

A black cat with yellow eyes. I mean, how beautiful!? No, I don’t believe in bad luck when it comes to animals. Hihi, I’m not scared.

So that was my Friday and week . Long story short honestly. When it comes to tomorrow, I’m actually just gonna chill and relax. Do some Halloween decorating maybe. Not sure.

I love Halloween, but due to cultural differences in our family, I don’t want to overdo the decorations. Sikhism and my culture.