● Face behind the blog
Here is all the posts with pictures of me in. They are also added in different categories – Visual diary, Observations, Places / Notes or Currently.
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› Few Glimpses of My Weekend
Just snapshots and relaxing.
Hello my beautiful flowers! I hope you all are doing good! How are you?
How has your weekend been? What have you been up to? Let me know. I’m honestly curious!
Can you believe that half of June has already passed? How insane is that?
Happy Emma! Strawberry season is finally here!
My weekend has been pretty chill. I have had cravings for strawberries and apples, and I am so happy because it is summer season here in Sweden, which means… STRAWBERRY SEASON!
I went out in a massive rainstorm just to buy strawberries and apples. Was it worth it? Yes.
This weekend I was also sick for a while, which resulted in me not getting any sleep that night. I wrote about it in this post.
Luckily, it was only that one night.
Today I have been deep cleaning my apartment and also hammered a chair together, which resulted in a busted nail (a blue nail), so I have surgery tape around it now to hopefully prevent the nail from falling off.
What else? Not much.
I will let the snapshots do the talking instead because my head is pretty empty right now. I was on a TikTok live earlier and it was a crazy moment. Lol!
Elephants are my favorite animal ❤️. 
This view. 
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› Currently running on anxiety and caffeine
Trying to survive another week of stress, meetings, and overthinking.
When will this finally be over?
Tomorrow, I have another meeting about the accusations and the lawsuit.
For the past two hours, I’ve been sitting with law books & internet, reading different laws, paragraphs, rules, and documents about how the school has treated me.
Fight for my rights. Fight for the truth
One month.
A constant battle.
Me against them.
The law is on my side, and I know I did the right thing, but somehow they always manage to twist everything around and make it feel like it’s my fault instead.
I now have seven pages written down with laws, arguments, and everything I need to bring up tomorrow.
This time, there will also be another person involved.
Someone higher up.
Someone who hopefully actually listens.My thoughts are everywhere right now.
I can’t focus.
I can’t relax.
My mind is running at full speed.
Anxiety.
Stress.
That small feeling of panic sitting in my chest.
And honestly?
I don’t know how this will end.
Better?
Worse?
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› Confidence Feels Different Now
Trying to reconnect with confidence I used to have.
Even though I smile infront of the camera, I struggle. After a while, I finally did my makeup again.
People were staring at me while I was walking down the street on my way to pick up my son.
Honestly?
I don’t care. Sorta.
I’m alternative, and when I finally have both the energy and the time to do my makeup, I do it.
Today’s look was black, brown, and red around the eyes.
I’m also trying to step out of my comfort zone by wearing black eyeshadow again as a plus size woman.
A few years ago, after losing 40 kg, I used to wear dark makeup all the time and felt amazing and confident.With filters? Sure. But real life feels different sometimes.
Today… I don’t feel that confidence the same way anymore.
At least not outside.
Plus size can also be alternative. But today, I didn’t go all out. Just a little. -
› I Blame My ADHD and Its Impulse Decisions
Being bored and having ADHD is honestly a dangerous combination.
And I… oooph.
Having ADHD and being bored is honestly not a great combination.
My hair was dark chocolate brown with grey roots showing, and while I was relaxing (kind of) in front of the TV, I suddenly got the massive urge to dye my hair.
So I did.
I couldn’t fight the impulse.
The result?
Brown with red tones.
And honestly… it’s kinda pretty.
Normally I have neon red hair, but this time I wanted to try something different. I’ve never had brown and red mixed together before.
Maybe not showing so good but it’s a pretty color.
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› A Little Saturday Adventure
Cinnamon buns, tiny sunglasses, and a slow Saturday in town.
Glimpses of my Saturday, even though the day isn’t over yet.
Today, my son and I took the bus into town to meet up with M (his dad) and have a little Swedish fika together.
Well… E did, at least.
A cinnamon bun and a Cola Zero.
While M walked around the stores with E, I quietly snuck away to look for a pair of sunglasses for him.
I happened to spot a tiny pair in his size and bought them instantly.
So maybe now he can finally stop stealing mine.
He takes them constantly. Haha.
I was lucky though.
They were the last pair left.