Currently running on anxiety and caffeine

Trying to survive another week of stress, meetings, and overthinking.

When will this finally be over?

Tomorrow, I have another meeting about the accusations and the lawsuit.

For the past two hours, I’ve been sitting with law books & internet, reading different laws, paragraphs, rules, and documents about how the school has treated me.

One month.
A constant battle.
Me against them.

The law is on my side, and I know I did the right thing, but somehow they always manage to twist everything around and make it feel like it’s my fault instead.

I now have seven pages written down with laws, arguments, and everything I need to bring up tomorrow.

This time, there will also be another person involved.
Someone higher up.
Someone who hopefully actually listens.

My thoughts are everywhere right now.

I can’t focus.
I can’t relax.
My mind is running at full speed.

Anxiety.
Stress.
That small feeling of panic sitting in my chest.

And honestly?
I don’t know how this will end.

Better?
Worse?

I really don’t know.