● Just Because



  • › This or That — Random Edition 🖤

    Fun post: Join in if you want 🖤

    Candles or fairy lights – Both honestly. Can’t decide
    Books or podcasts – Podcasts (but really, music only)
    Night owl or morning person – in between but not too early morning or too late night time
    Clean desk or creative mess – creative mess
    Homebody or social butterfly  – social butterfly
    Cake or ice cream – ouff!! It depends
    Boots or sneakers – Sneakers
    Rain or snow – Rain! I don’t like snow
    Window seat or aisle seat – Window
    Vintage or modern – mix of both
    Rewatch favorites or try something new – It depends on what it is
    Messy bun or styled hair – Messy bun (kinda my signature hairstyle)
    Online shopping or physical stores – Online
    Big city anonymity or small town familiarity – small town
    Oversized hoodie or leather jacket – oversized hoodie, all day.

    Feel free to answer in the comments 🖤



  • › Can We Be Done With This Already?

    Are you like me and get tired of stuff? Seeing or hearing the same things over and over again?
    Here’s a short list of things I’m tired of.

    Make sure to share your opinions and your own list in the comment section.

    Not in chronological order:

    ● How some people still don’t understand how autism works
    ● Bullying and being nasty — it’s 2026, time to stop the bullying already
    ● TikTok — I know, it’s great for doomscrolling, but for me? No
    ● Instagram — is that even popular anymore?
    ● Influencers — no comments
    ● Racism
    ● Trump & Putin — no comments needed
    ● War — enough is enough


    Feel free to share your opinions and your own list below.



  • › Negative thoughts

    What’s the best way to deal with negative thoughts?

    Oh this one is hard to answer. I struggle myself with negative thoughts but I always tell people “write it down on a piece of paper and burn it”.

    That’s how I did to escape the deepest depression i had when I was younger. I wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote. Today? I don’t do it. I wish but I don’t have a safe place to burn the papers.



  • › Exhausted But Can’t Sleep? Why Won’t My Brain Shut Off?

    Your body is begging for rest, but your brain refuses to shut up.

    Isn’t it wonderful when your body is tired but your mind is going on high speed like it’s on something and never wants to shut up? You know what I mean? Have you experienced this?

    Today, for the first time in.. forever as it feels like, I finally had a real good sleep in – scratch the real good part – which I should be happy about. Am I? No. Why? I woke up early, tried to fall back asleep because E isn’t home and – honestly.. THIS MOMMA IS TIRED – after a long time I did.. half sleep.. half awake. My body is super tired but my brain.. feels like it’s on something – I don’t know what but I hate it.

    So today, I have been tired. I have been exhausted but I’m still awake – no, I will not do the 32+h sleep deprivation again.

    So today has been a “chill” day – store, salad for dinner, ice cream and started to pack the suitcase – again. I’m currently in bath and I’m s t r u g g l i n g to stay awake.

    So today hasn’t been that exciting.

    Makeup but meeeh hair 🤌🏼 (filter)



    Oh I did makeup for the first time in a while 💀 People stared at me when I was at the store.. I don’t know why? Is it because the eyebrows didn’t match my hair? Or were they uneven? Meh, doesn’t matter.