Remember the two post i wrote about being scared? About me been keeping a secret from you guys?

You can read them here;

PART 1 — The Secret I’ve Been Carrying
PART 2 — Some Things Stay Private for a Reason

This will be the PART 3

This generated picture of me (my picture but the rest is generated) is showing how I feel right now —  safe, relieved, protected and calm.

I got my new phone number the other day. I feel a little bit more safe. I spoke with the phone company and asked for ultimate private number — due to all the reasons (I have linked them above).

Not only for my safety but also for my son’s safety. I can’t go into too many details because I don’t know if this home — EverFlow — is being watched or read because of the situation, so I constantly have to think a couple of steps ahead. 

I still have to look over my shoulder to stay alert and I may be safer now than before, I still can’t completely relax until I know that my son and I are 100% safe.

I wonder when that will happen..