Safer, But Still Looking Over My Shoulder
Remember the two post i wrote about being scared? About me been keeping a secret from you guys?
You can read them here;
PART 1 — The Secret I’ve Been Carrying
PART 2 — Some Things Stay Private for a Reason
This will be the PART 3
This generated picture of me (my picture but the rest is generated) is showing how I feel right now — safe, relieved, protected and calm.
I got my new phone number the other day. I feel a little bit more safe. I spoke with the phone company and asked for ultimate private number — due to all the reasons (I have linked them above).
Not only for my safety but also for my son’s safety. I can’t go into too many details because I don’t know if this home — EverFlow — is being watched or read because of the situation, so I constantly have to think a couple of steps ahead.
I still have to look over my shoulder to stay alert and I may be safer now than before, I still can’t completely relax until I know that my son and I are 100% safe.
I wonder when that will happen..
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4 Comments
debdancingstarhawken7
Very soon I hope. In the meantime do a self defence course. You don’t do them to do harm, you do them so that you carry yourself with such quiet confidence people think twice about messing with you. Unbelievably I got a black belt. We were at a party at a friend’s house and a man came up to me and said “do you do Taekwondo with Kev?” I said yes, he then pointed out several other people in the room and said “so do they”. I asked him how he knew, he said “everyone else is either in a corner or hugging a wall, you guys are in the middle of the room, open body language, feet slightly apart, completely, quietly confident.” Something to consider that might help. 💖
☆ E - The Everflow ☆
Oh wow that’s awesome! Thank you for sharing! Unfortunately I can’t start with that due to having whiplash. But I’m looking into something! Thank you 🖤
debdancingstarhawken7
I really hope it works for you. 💖
☆ E - The Everflow ☆
Thank you dear! So far it is going well but I am still looking over my shoulders and it’s exhausting to be honest.