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› Safer, But Still Looking Over My Shoulder
Remember the two post i wrote about being scared? About me been keeping a secret from you guys?
You can read them here;
PART 1 — The Secret I’ve Been Carrying
PART 2 — Some Things Stay Private for a Reason
This will be the PART 3
This generated picture of me (my picture but the rest is generated) is showing how I feel right now — safe, relieved, protected and calm.
I got my new phone number the other day. I feel a little bit more safe. I spoke with the phone company and asked for ultimate private number — due to all the reasons (I have linked them above).
Not only for my safety but also for my son’s safety. I can’t go into too many details because I don’t know if this home — EverFlow — is being watched or read because of the situation, so I constantly have to think a couple of steps ahead.I still have to look over my shoulder to stay alert and I may be safer now than before, I still can’t completely relax until I know that my son and I are 100% safe.
I wonder when that will happen..
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› Enough Adulting for Today
Enough adulting for today.
For the first time ever — in my whole life — I defrosted my freezer. Never needed to before, but now? Oh god, it was time.
Yes, I admit it, I have never done it before except on my chest freezer and due to the heat in Sweden right now, I felt so stressed. No, I’m not ashamed to admit this 😂We have something called “Röt Månad” which basically means that food and drinks go bad really fast.
So imagine me using a metal spatula, boiling hot water, three bath sheets and one hand towel trying to defrost everything as fast as possible.
Honestly, I wish I could say “enough adulting” but sadly I have a lot more to do before it’s time to go to sleep for the night. Fold laundry, clean up, make dinner, pack E’s bags, get him ready for sleep. Shower (again), pack my cabin bag and yeah 😵💫 so much.Wish me luck – I’m gonna need it.
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› My Thursday — In Simple Points
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My Thursday is simple points
Unsolicited picture ● laundry ● sitting in the laundryroom since 13.49 {M took care of E} with a fan from storage ● Applied for jobs ● Had a phone interview from one of the jobs I applied to ● Dinner ● Changed phone numer — the new sim-card came today ● closed my old phonenumber ● Migraine ● hearing E eating popcorn while watching a person making miniature cakes on YouTube
— I got a textmessage from a recruiter of the work company I applied work to and had my phone in my hand so I called her up and ohmy how surprised she was when I introduced myself 😂 I have a meeting with her next week
— Unsolicited picture > read here
— 10 days to Bulgaria —— WHAT!? I must continue to pack the suitcase. It’s insane how quick the vacation is coming up
— My new phone number starts to work today and I’m keeping it private – just some people are allowed to get it. Reason? Part One and Part Two here you can read.——————————————————————————
Vibrant to make it pop but ohmygod how orange i became. -
› Currently. Overwhelmed.
Why is this trip more overwhelming than the trip I did to Italy?
Is it just me, or do some trips feel heavier before you even leave?
I honestly don’t know — maybe some trips just come with chaos attached to them. So who knows how this one will turn out.. 💀 …maybe good, maybe bad. All I know is that this trip feels more chaotic than the others I’ve been on.