• › Safer, But Still Looking Over My Shoulder

    08/07/2026


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    Remember the two post i wrote about being scared? About me been keeping a secret from you guys?

    You can read them here;

    PART 1 — The Secret I’ve Been Carrying
    PART 2 — Some Things Stay Private for a Reason

    This will be the PART 3

    This generated picture of me (my picture but the rest is generated) is showing how I feel right now —  safe, relieved, protected and calm.





    I got my new phone number the other day. I feel a little bit more safe. I spoke with the phone company and asked for ultimate private number — due to all the reasons (I have linked them above).

    Not only for my safety but also for my son’s safety. I can’t go into too many details because I don’t know if this home — EverFlow — is being watched or read because of the situation, so I constantly have to think a couple of steps ahead. 

    I still have to look over my shoulder to stay alert and I may be safer now than before, I still can’t completely relax until I know that my son and I are 100% safe.

    I wonder when that will happen..

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  • › People Still Send Unsolicited Explicit Pictures in 2026? Seriously?

    02/07/2026


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    Hello my beautiful flowers 🌸
    I hope you all are doing well! Happy Tuesday!!

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    Can We Talk About This?



    I just went on Instagram, to notify people that I don’t use Instagram anymore and that I am more active on the new blog (this one). After I posted that I went to the DMs just for fun and there it was.. a DM from a random dude with an interesting message — and let’s just say the photos attached were not exactly wholesome.


    I really can’t believe that people are still sending explicit pictures of their genitals.  Like, what’s the point? It’s beyond me.

    I don’t know how many genital pictures I have gotten in my life, how many marriage proposals etc but come on, it’s 2026. Enough already.

    I’m honestly curious..

    Has sending unsolicited genital pictures ever actually led to romance? 🤔

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  • › Exhausted But Can’t Sleep? Why Won’t My Brain Shut Off?

    30/06/2026


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    Your body is begging for rest, but your brain refuses to shut up.

    Isn’t it wonderful when your body is tired but your mind is going on high speed like it’s on something and never wants to shut up? You know what I mean? Have you experienced this?

    Today, for the first time in.. forever as it feels like, I finally had a real good sleep in – scratch the real good part – which I should be happy about. Am I? No. Why? I woke up early, tried to fall back asleep because E isn’t home and – honestly.. THIS MOMMA IS TIRED – after a long time I did.. half sleep.. half awake. My body is super tired but my brain.. feels like it’s on something – I don’t know what but I hate it.

    So today, I have been tired. I have been exhausted but I’m still awake – no, I will not do the 32+h sleep deprivation again.

    So today has been a “chill” day – store, salad for dinner, ice cream and started to pack the suitcase – again. I’m currently in bath and I’m s t r u g g l i n g to stay awake.

    So today hasn’t been that exciting.

    Makeup but meeeh hair 🤌🏼 (filter)



    Oh I did makeup for the first time in a while 💀 People stared at me when I was at the store.. I don’t know why? Is it because the eyebrows didn’t match my hair? Or were they uneven? Meh, doesn’t matter.

    This… Just this!! $42 / €37
    Pure Childhood

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