• › Currently Running on Stress and Caffeine

    Stress, chaos, and an unhealthy amount of caffeine. Oops!



    Today’s summary:

    ● Hospital & meetings

    ● Phone calls

    ● Picking up medicine

    ● Grocery shopping

    ● Making dinner

    ● Stress

    ● Chaos

    ● Pepsi Max

    ● Bed and music ~ Warrior Shaman



    That’s it.

    That’s the Friday.

    Simple but chaotic.



  • › Currently running on anxiety and caffeine

    Trying to survive another week of stress, meetings, and overthinking.

    When will this finally be over?

    Tomorrow, I have another meeting about the accusations and the lawsuit.

    For the past two hours, I’ve been sitting with law books & internet, reading different laws, paragraphs, rules, and documents about how the school has treated me.

    Fight for my rights. Fight for the truth



    One month.
    A constant battle.
    Me against them.

    The law is on my side, and I know I did the right thing, but somehow they always manage to twist everything around and make it feel like it’s my fault instead.

    I now have seven pages written down with laws, arguments, and everything I need to bring up tomorrow.

    This time, there will also be another person involved.
    Someone higher up.
    Someone who hopefully actually listens.

    My thoughts are everywhere right now.



    I can’t focus.
    I can’t relax.
    My mind is running at full speed.

    Anxiety.
    Stress.
    That small feeling of panic sitting in my chest.

    And honestly?
    I don’t know how this will end.

    Better?
    Worse?

    I really don’t know.