π· The Goth Mom Chronicles
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βΊ Safer, But Still Looking Over My Shoulder
Remember the two post i wrote about being scared? About me been keeping a secret from you guys?
You can read them here;
PART 1 β The Secret Iβve Been Carrying
PART 2 β Some Things Stay Private for a Reason
This will be the PART 3
This generated picture of me (my picture but the rest is generated) is showing how I feel right now βΒ safe, relieved, protected and calm.
I got my new phone number the other day. I feel a little bit more safe. I spoke with the phone company and asked for ultimate private number β due to all the reasons (I have linked them above).
Not only for my safety but also for my sonβs safety. I canβt go into too many details because I donβt know if this home β EverFlow β is being watched or read because of the situation, so I constantly have to think a couple of steps ahead.ΒI still have to look over my shoulder to stay alert and I may be safer now than before, I still canβt completely relax until I know that my son and I are 100% safe.
I wonder when that will happen..
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βΊ My Thursday β In Simple Points
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My Thursday is simple points
Unsolicited picture β laundry β sitting in the laundryroom since 13.49 {M took care of E} with a fan from storage β Applied for jobs β Had a phone interview from one of the jobs I applied to β Dinner β Changed phone numer β the new sim-card came today β closed my old phonenumber β Migraine β hearing E eating popcorn while watching a person making miniature cakes on YouTube
β I got a textmessage from a recruiter of the work company I applied work to and had my phone in my hand so I called her up and ohmy how surprised she was when I introduced myself π I have a meeting with her next week
β Unsolicited picture > read here
β 10 days to Bulgaria —— WHAT!? I must continue to pack the suitcase. It’s insane how quick the vacation is coming up
β My new phone number starts to work today and I’m keeping it private – just some people are allowed to get it. Reason? Part One and Part Two here you can read.ββββββββββββββββββββββββββ

Vibrant to make it pop but ohmygod how orange i became. -
βΊ Running low on energy β where is the charger?
Anyone else who says βIβll just rest for a bitβ and then wakes up two hours later? π΄ No one?Β Oops, I guess Itβs only me this time.
Today has been a chill day β cleaning, doing dishes and making dinner for the two men at home. Me? I ate a bit, but not much.
At 6pm I went to bed to rest and fell asleep for two hours. Oops.
Honestly, I think my body needed that rest more than I realized. Iβve felt unusually tired today, so Iβm actually surprised I managed to get things done even though both my head and body felt tired.
Pepsi Max, raw fried potatoes and chorizo sausage were on the menu today (with Pepsi Max sneaking around in the shadows for me β trying not to give any to my son since heβs even more addicted than I am).
Thatβs pretty much my day. Sorry for being a bit quiet today. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
Tired momma β where is the charger when you need it?
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βΊ Weekend Recap: Motherhood, Chaos, Pizza & Small Happy Moments

Welcome to this weekend recap where Iβm sharing a few small happy moments from a chaotic weekend filled with motherhood, pizza, and everyday life.

Hello my beautiful flowers β¨οΈ I hope you all had a wonderful weekend! Did you do anything special this weekend? I would love to know.
My weekend has beenβ¦ chaotic. For real…
My son has had a hard time regulating his emotions and even broke his bed, so it has definitely been a wild ride this weekend. Read some about it here – People Stare, I Explode β A Raw Autism Parenting MomentA few glimpses worth mentioning: we ate ice cream, had pizza for dinner {read this post here β Italians probably dislike me}, and while I didnβt actually need to do laundry, I took E down to the laundry room so he could sit and watch the machines go to help distract him from his strong emotions.
Iβve also been βworkingβ all day making banners, labels, organizing the home (EverFlow), and trying to make it feel more open and welcoming for everyone.
And by all day, I mean during the moments when E has been calm for a little while. We have cuddled and played as well, but from time to time a mom needs a break β at least this momma does.
Pepsi Max, design, and quietly observing the situation, you all know the drill ~ Pepsi Max is my life elixir π
Iβll reply to your comments once E has fallen asleep. Sorry for not being very active with that over the past few days.
