They Arrived! My Head’s Spinning With Thoughts

one step closer to my new career. I’m excited but terrified on the same time.

After 11th August it will come up school posts. My daily life, lifestyle. I hope you all are excited and ok with following my journey to become a preschool teacher with specialized for diagnosis.

They arrived with Early Bird which means they come really fast in the mail. To my surprise, the books came within two days. That’s crazy fast!

I got a notification on my phone that it was delivered and my heart took an extra skip. Now it feels kinda official that I will be one step closer.

I am scared though. Will I be able to manage to understand the academic words? Sure it’s not as hard as University level of my future school but after been scanning /looking through them fast, my brain stopped working.

I will have more courses during this education but these are the first three books I’ll use for the first semester. According to the schedule, there will be two more different classes per week but no books to them? I am so confused about that.

As you all can read, I have mixed feelings about this career choice. I really want this but I am terrified… of failing, of the school, of the classmates, teachers etc. How will it go? So many thoughts, feelings etc that I need to sort out and try find the motivation and the encouragement that I’m getting closer to the job I really want.